Friday, January 01, 2010

Happy New Year!

Hey, I had an ok year and I am looking forward to what 2010 will bring. I hope you all have a good year. God bless.

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Anonymous said...

women you are also made in Gods image and your children are more than a means to a higher heaven. yes Jesus loves you and died an unimaginable death for you, he didn't die in vain! you can do nothing to "work" your way to heaven, Christ did it for you in the cross.
"You don't have choices,
you are told who to marry,"
Laurene Jessop said.
"We are here in Arizona,
we are here in America,
but we are locked up."
use your God given choice and get away from the demon possessed men that control you in the name of a false prophet. no one can take your God given choice away! life away from the FLDS church is not corrupt I would say that the FLDS church is one of the most wretched corrupt religions in American history. get out of your situation if you truly want to serve God, do so by setting yourself free and living the life God intended you to live, free from abuse and rape and corruption. turn to your Bible for the real Truth and you will find the strength to leave, God will make a way for you. you are in my prayers, i know there are a number of shelters and individuals who would love to help, if you are ready I will help you any way I can.

Anonymous said...

I say this to all of you that hated and betrayed me. I trusted you. Sam Barlow is a murder. Stephan Barlow is a murder. Richard Cooke is a murder. Shelly Cooke is a murder. Willard Barlow is a murder. I did trust Laurie Allen when I met her. I am not sure why. trust always got me in trouble. And even Brooke Adam's would hurt me with her media story's. Here I lay in my bed reflecting upon my life. One day I called nine one one and reported abuse on my daughter. This man who did abuse my daughter walked away free. I never did lose custody of my children. Brooke Adam's just so as you know. You defended traitor's. I do not care a whit now what anyone thinks of me. I am not really going to live all that much longer anyhow. What Willard Barlow, Stephan Barlow and Sam Barlow did to me has had it's effect. Know it now, all you people I add my testimony to the world. I know that as I go from this life into the next, I shall never see these murder's again......I bid you all farewell, until the day of Judgement when Jesus puts all men in the place he has prepared for them.......I bid you adou......

Anonymous said...

and just in case you may want to know, my life and my soul was of absolutly no worth to any soul upon the earth. I am sorry that I did live through Willard and Richard and Sam and Marvin's and Shelly's attempt on my life. I am sorry that the drug they filled me with did not do what they wanted me to do. For I would already be dead, and I never wanted any one's sympathy or charity. Now, that I know you hated me and sought my destrution. Laurie Allen betrayed me, just like Brooke Adam's and every other person who could have helped me by telling the truth.

Anonymous said...

and to the media it did not mean anything but sensationalisim..... they said that and I did tell them to leave me alone so many times. they had to finish assasanating my life. I hope they are real happy, and excited that they did hurt and destroy so very well. And one day I shall get lucky and forget I was ever so horribly stupid as to have been born, and to trust any one at all. and other people just told me it was just entertainment to them....so I know I was hated. that much is clear...very clear...and to the person who said they prayed for me and spoke of Jesus, I thank you for that. but there are a ton of people hurt in that earth quake. Maybe they need help. I am just grateful I will not live for-ever here in this world of hurt and pain and sorrow, and lies of men......

Anonymous said...

I do not want to leave. You just surly do misunderstand. I was picked up out of my bed by men here and thrown out on the street, into your shelters. There I was treated like a peice of trash from the creek. Leave? you must be joking. i want to be home. I WANT TO BE HOME AND LEFT ALONE.....DO YOU UNDERSTAND...I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN BE OUT ON THE STREETS OF YOUR AMERICA AGAIN......I WANT TO BE HOME AND PROTECTED.....LEAVE, YOU MUST BE KIDDING. I AM SORRY SAM BARLOW AND WILLARD DID NOT SUCCEED IN MURDERING ME, LIKE THEY DID MY DAUGHTER. TO LEAVE AND LIVE OUT THERE. I AM NOT A GENTILE. I AM NOT AN APOSTATE. I AM NOT A HARLOT. I WANT NO BOY FRIEND. I WANT NO SHELTER'S. I HAVE BEEN THERE. LEAVE? YOU MUST BE JOKING. IN FIFTY THREE THEY TOOK MY GRANDMOTHER AND PUT HER IN AN OLD FOLKS HOME. THEY TOOK MY MOTHER WHO WAS SIXTEEN AND PREGNANT WITH MY FIRST SISTER TO A FOSTER HOME, AND MY FATHER JOINED THE ARMY AND CAME HOME TO ABUSE. HIM AND HIS BROTHER'S. AND WHEN I REPORTED ABUSE FOR WHAT THE MAN WHO THREW ME DOWN AND ABUSED ME, DONE TO MY DAUGHTER I WAS THROWN INTO ONE OF THOSE SHELTERS...I WILL WALK WITH JESUS AND BE HATED BY MY PEOPLE. I SHALL LET THEM FINISH THE JOB MY HUSBAND STARTED, OR LIVE. EVERY DAY THE HUMILIATION OF WHAT HAPPENED TO ME IS GREATER AND GREATER.....WHO WILL BE THE ONE TO FINISH THE JOB? I AM NOT SURE, BUT LEAVE I SHALL NOT. THEY HAD NO RIGHT TO PICK ME UP AND PUT ME OUT. I AM NOT EVER GOING TO GET WELL AGAIN. IT DOES NOT MATTER ANY MORE. I WANTED TO BE HOME...BUT I GUESS I AM GLAD YOU CARED....I WILL NOT WRITE ON THIS BLOG NO MORE.......GOOD BY....

Anonymous said...

if I get in too deep, and these cops bother me too much, I shall go to a shelter and get a restraining order from them. I have bought me a camera. they do not like photo's. that is nice. They always like to look perfect and make me look bad. I have bought me a camera. That is a nice security. I like it. this nice man did ask if he could delete himself from my camera. I did let him. I have him down loaded on my computer though. I like my camera. I should have bought me one a long time ago. I am going to buy me a little recorder next. My camera takes vidio film too at times. Maybe I will get a nice photo of our cop's for Utube, or we will have peace. I had a nice quiet peaceful day, after buying my camera. I did tell this one man who was coming to tell me I was bad and not welcome, "one, two, three. Then I did take the photo. I did tell him thank you and he was retreating so fast.....I was happy then. so they only bother people they think are stupid and cowards......nice.....I am not afraid today....thank you who ever you are that said go to a shelter. I shall if they touch me and I shall let the county fire them if they have too....nice polite people in my city now......thank you who ever you are out there that is a stranger......

Anonymous said...

Dang, it sure got quiet on this thread all of a sudden. How did the camera plan work out Ruth?

Anonymous said...

This is intereseting. Now, now one wants to argue. I never did. I shall say this again. I love Texas. they was nice to me, these Texans. Also, I would not ever take back my testimony. I reiterate it farther. Warren Jeffs has never hurt me. His men all told me he said this or that, but he himself only told me he loved me....and that is all I shall say....They do not want to argue...good then uphold truth and justace, instead of Richard, Shelly , And Willards lies.....but I shall have to pray for them.....they need my prayers. So, it is written. most men see what they want to see.....and now I know why it was so easy for Richard and Shelly and Willard to destroy my life. No one ever seen me at all. I wonder what all these people will do, when they have to meet themselves.....Case closed......over and out.....

Anonymous said...

Hi Ruth -

You still around? Just wanted to make sure you're ok.

Anonymous said...

Well Ruth, your children are in heaven, and NOW God himself protects them. I hope you can take some satisfaction in that.
No one will ever hurt your children again.

Anonymous said...

Amen to that! Jesus will ALWAYS love you. His commitment to us does not stop for anything or anyone. See Romans chapter 8, verses 31-39. Nothing can ever separate us from His love! Nothing whatsoever in the universe can ever separate us from the love of God. He is real, He is love, and He is all-powerful, sometimes it is just very hard to wait until we get to see His Wonderful Face! But for each of us, that day will arrive when it is His timing for us. So keep on until then in Jesus alone!The difficulties of earthly life do have their end, in His own perfect time.Your life is from Him,it is precious to Him, and He knows how to watch over you EVERY DAY,one day by one day,until that Blessed Day.

Anonymous said...

Warren Jeffs HIMSELF said he was a false prophet and the" most wicked man on the face of the earth" His OWN words. Does this mean nothing? I am not knocking anyone for the religous path they choose. It is a personal choice to believe what one wishes. I am just confused why no one seems to remember that Warren told on himself and no one seemed to care at all.

Anonymous said...

All this FLDS info is interesting. Is it possible for folks to get info as to why people believe th way they do without folks feeling judged? I have a lot of questions and hope that questions will not be taken as insults. I think you have a right to worship as you please but I don't understand why others are judged harshly for not sharing the same religion? If folks are willing to share and explain why they believe as they do perhaps we on the outside would understand more even if we don't share the same belief. I'm not saying I am right and you are wrong, I am just saying help me understand. Didn't Joseph Smith share his religion even in the face of opposition? I don't hate anyone nor do I wish to be hated....I just want to understand.

Anonymous said...

hey, no one got a new topic. It is interesting because i did get my medical records today. My daugter was tried to be aborted by a doctor in St. George. he was going to do a simple amnio on her and did go into the placanta and try to abort her. Dr. Astle did stop this attempt on her life. Also I was taking some medicne that there are lawyers suing for that made me ill. so my husband had hired killers......I just got my records today.......and no matter what anyone thinks of me, when I die, I will be walking with the Lord......weird how a man can hire anyone to do anything for them.......this doctor's name was Dr. Rogers. He is the only one that will do abortions in St. George....he did not actually murder us, he just tried too. She died ten years later after Richard Cooke drugged her...He and Willard, and Shelly Cooke are murder's. Now, I have one dot of proof....but I already knew this.......now the only question I have is did these doctor's murder my daughter or did my husband hit her on the head after she came home from the doctor, when this doctor's attemt to abort her failed? that is my question and I write here for I was no one. Just a dot a nobody..and like the boy called it, i have keept a record anyhow.....so they hated me...my brother told me that they did this to me, because I was always looking down. wierd my life...........

Anonymous said...

So, I see how they murdered my children. I am not guessing, because I was not all that ill, before I became Willard Marion Barlow's retard....and that is on record....these are the men from town who helped murder my daugters....Shelly Gene Cooke, Willard Marion Barlow, Richard Henery Cooke, Marvin Roy Cooke, Sam Barlow, Stephan Barlow...that was six.....and these are the men who made an attempt to murder Mitzi too...but failed and Nate was not ill until he was eight months old....and who knows maybe Alex was ok until Shelly touched him when he quit breathing in the night, that the doctor said he was a sids baby...they said in the store that the debt was taken care of...the money part...that leaves the abuse Willard did to nate and Donna on record for the lord to judge him with......He is the one who talked of murder..He is the one who told me how easy it was for them to do, and that i was the one no one cared about or wanted......he lied...the Lord Loved me....

Anonymous said...

I do not know who it is that reads this blog, that they block of me that I write, but it is weird because I have not ever in my life seen such deceit as what goes on here. Our men abuse woman and turn them out to be taken advantage of by the media, and then they hate them for talking to the media. It is weird. That one man who was nice to me, I did tell not to trust me, because I did not want these murder's to hurt him........Him or his brother....It is weird. My brother said they did that to me, because I was always looking down. He used to throw his knife at me. I always dodged him. I think my brother's are the one's who help destroy lives. If that one lady in Salt Lake ends up dead I will not be surprised...She is so stupid. Just like I used to be before they killed my children. She said this brother of mine would not hurt anyone....Ya weird these people....His last two wifes ended up dead.....and both from drugs. and this man was injured from drugs. and my brother's in Salt Lake do drugs. And the one's from Cane Beds do drugs. weird. Now I know what happened to Val. He was just as stupid as the rest....Jonathon said I was the only one no one wanted. I guess that is why they felt justified in lieing and trying to bumb me off too......they are such liars....now, that I know I was hated and why they picked me I do not care any more...they are murder's............they can only hurt my body. they can not destroy my soul......and they have failed to murder me so far, although they tried every thing they could to do this.......

Anonymous said...

and if anyone wants to know the people who distribute drugs it is most likly Jonathon Roundy, Willard Marion Barlow, Sam Barlow, STephan Barlow, Truman Barlow, and who knows the rest....Richard Cooke is gone now, so he will not be doing this here now, he used to. and Shelly Gene Cooke is gone now, so he can not be running them on his truck like he used too....so if you all want to know, look at the top dogs....they are the ones with the power and the glory and the way......so much for trusting my people anyhow....no wonder they wanted me out of the way....just like Cathy. and the rest.....

Anonymous said...

these people hate camera's. they do not like them in their face. they make so great of fun of me...it is weird how they justify this...they hated me and would murder me, because of what they think when they know nothing about truth. One half will kill me because I love Uncle WArren and the other half would kill me because I do not and they all take turns hurting me....I do not care any more. If they kill me or not....I love Uncle Warren and i always will. I do not have any proof that he hurt anyone. I do have proof what these other people done to my children...and I bet it is the same murder's that harrass UNcle WArren...so I was hated and I am not dead yet. When I go to heaven, I will be with my daughters and him. I just hope if he is murdered that he takes me with him. Maybe they will murder me here the same time they murder him there....we will see how far the Lord lets them go...

ATTILA said...

Awesome. I like your style.

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