FLDS Prophet Warren Jeffs may be serving life in prison, but his followers continue with their work on the YFZ Ranch near Eldorado, Texas where the group's white limestone Temple towers over the town they are building. Polygamy, the practice of plural marriage, appears to be alive and well in the Lone Star State, despite laws to the contrary.
Sunday, December 05, 2010
Warren in Texas
So, I don't know about you people, but I for one and glad Warren got sent to Texas. Let's see how the trials go, shall we?
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I will tell you how it will go....There will be another great price Texas pays....just like Utah and Arizona paid....and soon there will be no one to harrass and oppress us......for the Lord is just....and this nation is unbelieving and has brought a great war and curse upon them....and will pay the debt......
You folks chose the wrong state to come to. You obviously don't know how we operate here in the Lone Star State. Jeffs will rot in a Texas Prison for the rest of his life.
yes, we do...Why do you think you went to war...Why do you think that our troops are scattered and who will defend you....Why do you think that the twin towers were bombed...Why do you think that Waco happened...Yes, we know your state well......for when the Lord says that there will be freedom and a country does rob its citizins of there freedom; then we can rest assured it is Texas who is the most dishonest......course we know......and why do you think that no one had help in that New Orleans disaster...Course we know....You are only confessing your blatant dishonesty........
and just like the Jews that hung Jesus; if you had been believer's he would have been treated fairly......but they killed their Lord then, and we expected you to betray us....for you have robbed your own country of its laws....and our souldiers die across the sea....for we won the war in the days past, for freedom and we will not lose today.....So, you openly boast about your dishonesty....we knew it.....and you confess it.....
FLDS is LDS on LSD. If your raving is representative of the FLDS mentality, then no wonder there is such a interest in your belief system. Warren would not be in this mess if you had not been posting your ramblings these past few years.
The many defenders of Jeffs, a few of his booted out faithful and even more of the patriot movement!
Warren their poster child, his loss of rights today, will be theirs tomorrow! Why not pick a more honorable man to defend? The masses pity the apologist, they think you guys are nut jobs! I get it, the localism movement that is anti-government regulations, but few tea partyist would see your parallel!
Get a hero, not a pedophile, your movement is suffering from the pathetic causes you are identifying with.
Jeffs put to much in text, including his diary. To much on his audios that number over a thousand. You can't save a man or prophet that was so prolific.
Find an honorable cause, Warren is a pedophile and that to he documented at a weak moment in his life.
Let's air your dirty laundry shall we? He who is without sin cast the first stone....Let's talk a little shall we, let's talk about the Taylor girl, and desk cleaning shall we? Your a hypocrite...and as such have no honor or integrity...All your words are tainted with your own guilt....Your a dirty old man yourself.
for frankly you all know the girls you betrayed for the abusers why the one who was perfect went to jail....but it will be recorded in heaven, that you betrayed your own country.........and any person who does accuse WArren Jeffs has confessed their own sins.....I already knew it...If TExas would have been about the truth, just like Utah and Arizona, Warren Jeffs would have never been arrested, and the lies of the media and the un-believe of this nation will not make him guilty...now will it? and who is filthy......you with out sin cast the first stone........for as they killed Jesus, so do they stone and kill the saints today....and there is a lot of difference between DAvid Mitchell and the one who was betrayed...First off, WArren Jeffs would never go out stalking a girl at night.....and he would never harm any one....and your war is upon you...for who does uphold the constitution; for all men are entitled to a fair trial..and if all Brian Mitchell was tried on was religion, like the media likes to smash him with; then he has not had a fair trial....and you betray your own country...and maybe that girl ran away with Brian Mitchell and all that was in the media was lies, like all the rest that the media portrays and you all run your country of media lies.....course we knew what Texas was......course we know...and if you kill us, for your lies, we will still know what Texas is and was........and that little boy in waco was not a crimnal...and they left him there dead for a long time...Course we know....OUr country folks murder others for religion...course we know.....
why would any one video me? I was already on the media.....I looked like a wierdo......that is because I was drugged by Richard Cooke's and his freinds, and every one made fun of me so much....what does it matter if I am vidioed? Why are you telling me this? Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow and his friends have been doing every thing they can to make me look like a freak. Could they do worse to me, than they did? what do I care if he see's me on vidoe? What will that prove; that it was easy for Willard to destroy my life, just like he said? and so does Laurie Allen have me on vidio? what does it matter. I am used to people making fun of me, and then slamming me.....and Warren Jeffs is not a predator...but you all say that.....I have never seen it.
The only thing these people do not really vidio is what they do to me first...It does not matter. If they want my blood and to make me look like a freak, it is easy to do...and I was already hated for Richard Cookes lie....so, I am used to it.......may they tell the Lord how they do business....and if you all hate me, for this; what can I do about it?
but sjust so you know, that last person that toldm e that they were going to put out another film with me in it, had their best friend die. Their cat died. The place they lived was flooded. They went into debt. There brother said they would shoot them. one boy in their family was kidnapped; and Warren Jeffs won in court.......So, if the Lord lets you continue with your attact on religion, let it be....and if he does not, let it be. I pray for you, I forgive you, and I love all of you...I know one day I shall be among believer's that will not insult me.....I wonder if I look as horrid on those films as I did feel...Never let a man give you medicine you do not need, for them treating his hormones....But, I am not ashamed of me.....and as long as the Lord leaves any of you there, I wish you all the best and good will......Yes, some men are good at destroying lifes....First they beat a woman up, Drug her, and then they film her...Yes they are very good at sabatage; some of these people........I forgive them......And I forgive anyone else who does not like me, for his lie.....They are trying real hard to destroy me...Last time they attacted me, they did have eight tornadoes in Flagstaff.......Maybe they will donate money to help other's instead of trying to destroy me...maybe, Hu?
and yes, I know that these cops, my mother, and my family here have been recording me......and yes, I know that they hate me for a lie; they know nothing about. and yes, I know that they always make horrid fun of me, for they think they know all the lies about me...and yes, I know they would do anything they could to stop me, for a man that they idalize who is cruel...and yes, I know that is how our church is..........they always single out the one they think is out of the church until they cave...and then they pick another soul to destroy......I am waiting for that bullet that ends my life, of the man who will be the one who pulls the trigger. Right now they are tormenting me, with insults and vidioing me.....will their murder be any less..with the method they use? no....I only pray to be as strong as My daughter they killed...and margean......for they believe in letting the Lord be the judge why they torment other's....Yes, I know what these people do...very well. They are better at destroying lives than I had figured..........
but an honest person in the church would not ever harm anyone.....so really we all need to repent. and I have forgiven every soul upon the earth. and all. and the people who harm me, are given a ticket....so what. I do not care who films me. I seen how the media works too, and if I was you I would over haul your own country......and am I the only idiot you can get to blather on....now? and do not suppose I would support abuse. I do not. I have no Idea if Brian Mitchel is guilty or not. All I know is that the media lies a lot, and if they tried him on religion as the article I read, he did not have fair trial. and Warren Jeffs is guilty of nothing....
one thing I know is that Warren Jeffs would not show a vidio of me. Helaman may. Willard Barlow may...They are the ones who hated me.. They are the one's who stir people up to hate me. They are the one's who hired the men to throw me down and drug me? would they show their sins? I doubt Willard Would ever confess his sins. Not to me, or the world. But they are good at promoting lies.....and the one film done of me, that targeted Warren Jeffs is only partly true. They say that he is guilty of what I know is not. They say that it can be proven...Where is the eveidence....I mean besides a retard like me talking...Where is the truth that there is even a film. If there is it had nothing to do with Warren Jeffs.......I know that. HE was not there. And all they can do is use there films to hurt him and me for their lie....but that is all they did before...Willard Barlow is a murder..and if you hate me or love me it will not change that. HE is a thief too....and can he lie to God; or does he just pretend like the rest of the thiefs and liars......Warren Jeffs would not put out a vidoe on me. He has no reason too. His people have Willard. His lies and torment is enough....why would he need a film, unless Willard is thinking some one will care about me..Then Willard Barlow, would need a film......only if some one cares about me, will he come out with his film.....Willard Barlow and his murder friends....
However Uncle Warren made the video when he met with you. You were not aware of the video as were many who met with him. Remember that he made the video and now he shall suffer for making this video as many others who have suffered,
what do you think it was about Willard Barlow, that all he had to do is speak, and I was convicted with no evidence at all? when all I have ever done in my life is good things and his friends hated me so much that all he had to do was speak, and I was hated? They come out and say they do not hate me, right before they attack me with his lies...And why Shelly Gene Cooke did abuse my daughter, and no one cared.....and Cathy said the same thing about Shelly G. Cooke and why then did no one care about me.. .A man did tell me he did not want to get into it with me. I did tell him I knew it. Why do you think no one cared about us....And then He bought me food. I put it on the floor and stepped on it...The food. I know no one cared about me, or my daughter....they covered up abuse and hated me, for what I do and did not do.......and our cops proptected abuse...so, what was it about me, that made them hate me so much and what was it about the men that made every one look the other way to his abuse? why was it that they hated me and my daughter so much, that they would persicute me so much and come out and call me names and throw things at me, and absolutly pretend that nothing these creepy men did, existed. Why did they hate me? What was it about me, that would make them do that to me? Was I not even worth life; or was it just abusive men who were worth life? maybe one day, I will forget these men who hated me, and these people who protect abuse and hate me?
I was talking in the store about a girl who did get put out. I know that she was abused. But when I said this, she denied it. I know why she would deny it...She would have to live with the humilitation of every one knowing what her father did...but it is recorded with the Lord and I know that in that sense as long as my Mother can make me look stupid, it is as if my father did not exist, and Willard's lie lives forever...but the truth is; Willard Barlow is a very violent, aggressive, hateful man, and he tormented my handicap children, why they was alive, and Richard Cooke was and is a child mollester and he kidnapped my children and had no right to......so, I always have to live with his lie.........the lie my family portray's and puts on me, so they will look big.....I wish they would leave me alone.......
and as long as they target me, I will talk and ask the world for help against abusive men....When Cathy Bistline was here, she said Shelly mollested my daughter....She reported it, and then she said that she was attacted in the night, just like I am being right now, hated, stalked, insulted and made fun off, why abuser's walk free.......Shelly Gene Cooke was the key witness Richard Cooke used to Kidnap my children........He was caught in Denver Colorado abusing three children. Seperate than my children.......one of the parents did not want to put her child through the humilation, so she with drew from court.....But he is guilty and a child mollester....to protect your children so they do not have to suffer as my children did; I post this........Also Richard Cooke and Gene Cooke was mollesting Afton's children.....and they was put out of our church.......
Willard Barlow is also another man who abuses and teases baby's and children......He is a very dangerous man......and I write in hopes that one day, some one will care about me and my daughter...She is dead now.....and my son....Willard Barlow will never hurt them again....but one day maybe someone will care about me, and my children and he will also be stopped in his abuse........
this cop did come to talk to me yesterday and tell me that they want peace...Yes, and they said Lorin's wife did call them and say I was saying bad things to her children. I was not...So that is how they did it with Richard Cooke and that is how they do it...They did it behind my back before...I guess they hate me so much they would lie and do anything to destroy me....what ever...So, they make fun of me, beat me up and if I react, they take a vidio.....I guess they loved Richard Cooke and his abuse that bad.....Why did they hate me? then other people tell me that I let them do it......Why do they hate me? so, they would murder me.....so they would..just like they did my daughter.......may I be as strong as her....
but I will forget Richard Cooke and Shelly that they Idalized. all men die. One day I will too. one day I will too. I must remember it is not me that they hated. It was every one. I was a statistic in Richard Cooke and Jack's family. I was only a statistic.....Just another child they hated...just another, and they hated us all. They hated us all. they hated us all. and I must remember that forever...They hated us all....they hated us all, and my mother never wanted me, because I was just the mistake they had, when he slipped and found her in his bed...I must remember they hated us all.......It had nothing to do with me......and now, I know of assurity why girls do not report or talk about abuse.....they hated us all......
even though he did not abuse me, the stigma that I was his child, stayed......They hated us all.....That I must remember for-ever. It had nothing to do with me, they hated us all.......I was only a number..a dot.....a mistake he made in the night, and they hated us all......and Willard loved their hatred.....
What? no one has told me again, how perfect Willard Barlow is and how kind he is to fly's why he torments his family and will never let them come home, why every one goes out on the street and calls me names..What? where is the Perfect Willard Barlow defender's. After all, I was Jack's daughter...How could Willard have a flaw? Gee/ The abuser is not Idalized any longer? really? wow? I am impressed; you mean all that he paid the state; oh, excuse me; I mean all the state paid to fix the retard did not work? my, oh, my.......Willard and his flies......nice try guys. I lived with him......and how he loved you hating me....I bet he was just sitting like a king in all your glory.....I hope you and him enjoy his flies.......I bet he kept his flies in a little bottle and took real good care of them...and I wonder if you all sat around and worshipped him, like you worshipped his lies.......I heard about the group that assalted one person at a time, and then later the men would leave too.....I am sure glad to hear that he loved his flies and you Idalized his lie and his flies......I thought Laurie Allen lied to me, when she told me what Willard Said about me....but guess what guys, all he will have is his flies and lies.....
It is just Richard Cooke threatening me, for talking. Richard Cooke kept a vidio in peoples bedroom and had porn on it from the ninteen fifty three raid....Uncle Warren could not have made a vido with me on it. I did not sit and chat with him all that much. He did sit and chat with Willard Barlow, and Willard Barlow did tell me Uncle Warren would destroy me for him...but that also was his lie......what ever all the garbage on this blog is only garbage.....YOu only hate Warren Jeffs, because no one believes in God....and this nation is perfect at killing people for religion; or at least targeting religion...they do not say that so, and so, did such and such....they only say this man was a cathlic, or a babtist, or a mormon, or a fundamental mormon.....and then they blame religion for the deeds...instead of leaving scripture out of there slander.......I ain't nothing...leave me alone and tell me nothing about Warren.....You are all loving sensationalisim...I guess you love the floods.....I ain't no one......leave me alone...I aint no one....I was Jack's mistake, and Willard's kicking post......And every one loved his lie...They adored his lie...As long as he was hating me, and forcing me out on the street to die, these people loved him...They were so darling, when my son died and they put my name next to his. so they hate me, call me names for eight years and come out and be kind the second he puts his name next to mine...I am not his girl.....I never will be.....Let him have his paper, show and I will keep their insults.......tow faced people....Here is a song I would sing for him. I wish I were a teddy bear, not living or loving, or going no where......you know the song...I will dedicate this song to Willard Marion Barlow......YOu cheated every one, and they hated me..and you loved the lie and you loved them to hate me......and they never noticed you cheated them..they were to busy Idalizing you and hating me...I bet you could go into business that way........every one loves to hate me....You could be an Idalized, millionair......You got Shelly's house, Jack's old house, David Cookes old house, and Erwin Fisher's old house, just for hating me. You never had to do a thing...Just hate me, smile and grin....oh, how they loved your lie.....and Idalized your filthy mouth.......oh, how they loved it.. and hated me.....and you loved them to hate me...you fed of it....like a python......If they had loved me, you would have not been able to stay here. Your hunger for pain and sorrow would have had to be fed else-where.......
I mean that there are more than one way to abuse a person. I just was an it...that was all. I did mean that he did not have me in his bed...I was just his and Mother's it...that is all. Now, I am Lorin's and Mother's it. I wanted to be home, and they would not let me go home. They did not care what happened to me. I was there it....And it does not even bother them. I look at them and their faces...They do not even register that I am a human. How, could it be? I see that some love exists...is this the hell they inflict on every soul? are these the people I was supposed to look to as an example of Christ? Just to be an it.......why they Idalize an abusive man? Margean was quiet...I wonder if she did feel like I do, when she died and Richard Cooke was going on about how bad we were because we loved her.
and who-ever it was that said that Willard would not hurt a fly, they said that about Jack, when I was young, and they said that about Richard Cooke when I reported abuse, and they let Shelly Cooke walk free too.....All are alike......so, tell the moon and the Lord about Willard and his adored flies......I know him too well.......You worshipped his flies, his lies, and loved to hate me........just do not tell all your father's secrets...wait until you get to heaven......and even Katie's boy that took the great grand film, did not catch me attacking anyone as Willard's great lie would have all led you to believe....sorry, to disapoint you all guys...Willard Barlow, will have to keep his flies and lies..........and he is a theif and cheats the government any way he can, and blames other's for his sins......I bet he did not write that bad check....HE just did have a sezure and his hand flipped a little and the next thing he knew the check flew through the air and landed at the bank, and the clerk filled in the amount. Right? flies, lies and cheats....right? and I bet hte bank of Ephrium had a Willard spasim and closed....It really had a billion dollar's just waiting to pass out......right, Richard, Jack, Shelly, and Willardized; blinded stacks. of flies and lies.....right?
but really I know who is the one who did tell the lies......Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow, and Shelly Gene Cooke did betray..that is who....Not, My Mother....She is a good woman.....and we will stand together in the end...We, will....are you all prepared for the next storm. I would come out and assist you, but I lost my truck, trying to work.......I can not drive across America to fix the damage of the storms....SEe, you in the rain.....For, we are waiting...let's see, it will take them a month to dig out....and in a month, I have a court case,the Judge did already tell me that I was not guilty in. And then he did tell a Lady who did contend that, to appeal, it, and then they did spurn up a couple of lawyer's to keep it going, and then a storm hit.....I wonder what will happen next......poor woman.....The Judges Mother, poor lady; a very nice woman who did help me, in Richard Cooke's attact. I liked her.....Poor woman...may the Lord have mercy on her soul....for a place is prepared for her, in time......Next Chapter guys....How, about earth quakes hit Southern Arizona.....January 31.....the Fema people came out to teach a class..the first one in my life, for distaster prepardness. We did tell them we were prepared....very prepared......
we qualified for disaster preparedness when a bunch of tornadoes did come out of the sky and hit flagstaff.....caught every one by surprise.....I was waiting for the big dogs...The biggest....New Orlean's just a question; How did the federal government help you out in your disaster, after the twin tower's were bombed, and the boy lay on the waco tower's? Just a question...There was a man at the Fema class that did tell them they were very prepared and they were going to shoot them out of the sky when they came to help us in a disaster...I had to give a peace speach and tell them that we would feed them. I would not let them get shot.....
and all you S. O. B. that would shoot your own country men? what the dicken's.....Would fema not give you people assistance? did they need some red tape...? Well guys, lets see if the Lord will send you a great string of red tape....Just a great, great, great, string of Red tape, like he sent me a yellow string the day I wrecked on the Nevada desert.....
Watch the weather......California was almost covered in this storm. It went from California almost over to Texas........Do you really think that California has turned so far from America, that they would target people for Religious speech?....Maybe the Lord will move the beach to Arizona.....Remember that song of the grand canyon lies? and ocean front property in Californa............
and I shall light a candle for the Judges Mother. She was my friend....Who among you would betray a friend? that is the question.....Doctor's, brother's, and family? let us make haste, brother's and fellow american's....Who has flown the flag and not been harrassed for it...I mean for real...They have taken prayer out of the school. They have taken the pledge of alegiance out of the school...America has been overtaken......In all History, there have been the defender's.....and they won.....It was promised of the Lord.....He has the army's...we hold no guns...we die when you, "You, as in my daughter's case, Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow, and Shelly Cooke, does hire the doctor to kill us........and then they are buried.......but, We know this doctor. i have spoken....
and do not be so certain that you know who is posting...Remember Nathan Hale? Remember Colombus? remember the declaration of independance....It was signed by a few men who would have been shot by England's crew, if the Lord would have allowed it.....
Judge Calali said I could take are of my lawyer, after saying I was not guilty.....I shall take care of the Woman...Just like I did the rest....I salute you Joseph Smith, who they mock and worship...Let it come...I boy my Knee to you......and I shall sing in the rain when it is over.......I light a candle, for those that helped me, and need assistance......I shall do all I can........for a greater storm, is coming....may my freinds, feel the sweet hand of the Lord...Sweet for the faithful, and in great love, does send a judgment.....to deliver a soul, who did not love truth from their, torment of obedience...to themself... and the place prepared........and to those in the middle East, needing the Lord; be it as he desires.........until next time brother's....over and out......
see, this is how they opporate. Daphnee know's I did not attact her...She just thinks Willard is just. Lorin knows he is in the wrong, for he sat with Uncle Rulon when he told him and Mother, that I was not a son of perdition for what Shelly did.....then Richard Cooke used Shelly as a key witness against me...perfect plot...only shelly got caught in Denver mollesting children....closed Richard Cookes case against me.....
Sam Roundy did get removed from the force...but Heber has been working in C. M. C. for a long time, and ratting to cause trouble.....Oh, I think these Roundy's are very two faced.......So, Hyrum calls up Daphnee and tells her that I do not qualify for to see my son, Richard Cooke stole......and arrests me...HE did say that I did assult Daphnee....Then Lavisa did tell me that she did not care about my daughter, and runs to tell the Judge a great lie about me.....Nice Lavisa, kitty, kitty,;; and the judge does tell her that she can apeal, because he already said I was not guilty...Poor guy's these Roundy's.........they could not buy the Judge...HE did how-ever give into Lavisa's fit a little, because I did not want to be around Lavisa, and the city hired him........Voted him in.....so, he did give Lavisa a restraining order, for me showing her a photo of my daughter.......nice kitty, kitty.....
but these Roundy's have been used to getting what they want for a long time. so, it is down the track with the lawyer's.....and bang; what a joy they have...No wonder Richard Cooke was so Idalized.......
but, putting some one away and charging them with what they did not do, will eat at a person's soul for-ever.....nice kitty, kitty.....and then they make fun of me, persicute me, and ridicule me until I sign back into mental health.....nice kitty, kitty......I wonder what it was about Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow, and Shelly Cooke that inspired so many to murder, plunder and destroy? what is it about them......and the Lawyer they hired for me, does not understand what she does not want to hear......It is not about this abuse......what ever.....So, Hyrum just has to have him a nice pretty, cute lawyer to do his dirty work...I wonder why he did not submitt is great lie to Judge Calai in the first place....
I will tell you why. A man did hit me in the face, and call the cops. He did scream at me and tell me I already knew I was the one who was not wanted...Johnathon told me that. I was the one they hated. Johnathon has been destroying women for a long, long time.....He leaves them alone, after they sue him....Fred Barlow used to feel in little girls pance, when they arrested them....Hyrum did not have the guts......He asked what was in my pance, and did not have the guts to check........
but, they protected murder's and arrested me on a lie...Their guilt will follow them for a long time...Lorin has been looking to get me back where Richard Cooke put me for a long time...I guess he hired the right liars....I did tell Heber he was a two faced liar, and I would not participate in these assults on people.....So, today I burned my lawyer's paper....I will wait for her plea deal......Will Lorin really protect Richard Cooke and Shelly Cooke in what they did to me? That is the only question. Will he bring death to his soul, to be cast out by God, and go through the second death; or will he stop his assult on me, when he worked with Willard Barlow and Shelly Cooke and knows they are abusive...and he knows that Uncle Rulon defended me....Will, he add my daughter's blood to his hands...That really is the only question...will my blood stain his hands also? why they adore the cane beds people?
I sallute you cane beds people, you were as loved as Willard Barlow's lie...may you all remember the good I did for you...for Lorin will remember it with Johnathon and Hyrum the rest of eternity....How, they betrayed Rulon Jeffs..........and assisted murder's........
I have figured out why my Mother did not care. She was jelous. so was my sister's. that is why. They were jelose of me. What was it about me, that made them jelous? If some one is jelouse that means there is something good about me. Why did they stand there and let Willard Barlow, Richard Cooke and Shelly Cooke do what they did to me? and Jack? What was it about me, that made Lorin hate me so much, that he would walk in Richard Cookes footsteps? What was it about Lyle Jeffs that made him Idalize Willard Barlow and his lies? what was it about all these men here, that would worship a filthy man's lie, and oppress women? Why did they hate me?
Why do people think it is funny to make fun of me? I looked in the mirror at myself. I look very beautiful. I was surprised I looked beautiful, for why then did they hate me, these people in this city; that they would look the other way to abuser's...and they all have an excuse to cover it up...I do not care that they forgive, if they would just let me live. I seen Lorin with my Mother on his arm. He was nice looking. She looked ok. Why then did they not want me? and why did they protect Richard Cooke in his abuse and not let me come home? Why did they do that to me? And why would Willard beat me up and break my ribs and lock me out, and throw me down and tease and torment children; and no one cared...and hate me?
I did get robbed of my son. I was robbed of my daughter. When I was going to have her, I was so happy. I did think after Shelly that I would have a chance. Then I had Mitzi, and when Donna died, Willard told me that he would take her from me, just because he could to hurt me, and he did. These people make fun of me, and enjoy me suffering. Why would he do that and not tell the truth? Why did he like to make people suffer, and why would LeeAnn protect him in it? so, he was not beating her still....He was beating her children when I was there. And he offered her to a man named Brad in Cedar City, and slept with girls there. Why did no one care, and why was I betrayed for a filthy man, and why did Lyle Jeffs not protect us? Why did all these people cheat me? I seen a man today that screamed at me, for Shelly robbing him. He said,"Hi to me." I did look the other way. I was betrayed by this people..This people who loved to see me suffer for the lies of men.
some times I go to their church and sing, "these are the people who hated me?" I sing it to me, and to the Lord...for these are the people who hated me..These are the people who always protect abuse...that is what these people do..that is what they do the best...for Dr. Smith, I reported abuse and My children were taken..Then Richard Cooke was caught. With Shelly, Cathy and I reported abuse, and he walked away. With Richard Cooke, him and gene were covering up abuse as fast as they could, and my mother pretended it did not exist. She assisted in defending Richard's lie. I guess it makes sense, why she did not want me. I was my family's toxic waste dump. every time anyone did anything bad, they did punish me for their sins...I was the whipping boy........now, I know why they hated me........
maybe I will live with the pain that my Mother took care of my father and beat me, until I was seventeen; did not protect me from Shelly, stood by Richard Cooke until he was caught mollesting children and put out; and would not ever let me come home, why she took my children away...They all asked me what Richard Cooke done...I just look at them and say to myself, if they do not know, they never will.....I was their it......I shall get counsoling, so none of you will ever hear me on this blog again...I shall get counsoling to protect me from their speech....from what they say...They could not tell what Richard Cooke did; no wonder they do not protect Willard's children from him...If they could not tell what Richard Cooke done, and they could not tell, I was not his lie....I was there it.....goodby, all you people who called the cops on me, for wanting to be home....I know why My Mother married two abuser's like I did. I was forced into both marriages and tricked into them....I never will be again. Mother forced me into them, and she stood by abusive men always, and they did not know what Richard Cooke done...I did tell him Lorin is the top dog on the pile now.....I did tell him that my family is to be commended for Idalizing his and Willards lies......They will get a medal of honor, for their cunning deciet....I mean from my family....but he is gone; another has taken his top dog spot.....I wonder what my life would have been like, with a Mother and Father, who cared and loved me. I should have never wanted to be home, and I could go out and get anything. Why do I beat myself up, wanting to be home. My Mother will betray me every time. She uses me as her toxic waste sight...Her wipping boy to deal with her emotions she can not handle....and Daphnee.......why would I want to be home. I must have been as stupid and Richard Cooke said....I must have been insane to want to be near my Mother. She looked elegant on Lorin's arm, but she did not look at her it...
one day, I was there with Willard, he did assult me, and twist my arm. My Mother was there; she called the cops. I did go to Dixie, and they said I needed help. Uncle Rulon took me from him then. He cried. I guess it made him sad, his it was gone. Poor Mother, she had to do something with me, and cried that she did not want to take care of me; she helped Richard Cooke throw me out then. They tell me in the state, that my mother is toxic; I believe them. She is a protector of abuser's.....I was her it.....she is not sad about it; it just does not occor to her I am a human...I am only her it.. and it's do not need considered........
I am sewing quilts for any one that desires them....If you want one, send and order to box 14 colorado city az 86021..make and offer..... for loving a man who is dis-honest and did not want me, is too much bother...I am tired of failure and complaining....If any one desires a mericle in there life, order a quilt of your hearts desire.......I will make up a poem for your quilt or your sweet heart too....Here is a sample.....Quilts in summer, Quilts in spring...love in the sweet, spring air......Quilts for winter, warmth of love; spread with joy, cozy, love......enjoy....
and may all you win if you can....all you that desire it.....life is about loving and winning; free choices and happiness......for there is a lot of joy to be had......
at least I know how Richard Cooke, Shelly Cooke and Willard Barlow destroyed my life.....I am not kidnapped and thrown down this time...My son is dead...I knew these cops defended Richard Cooke in destroying souls, I just did not know Lorin Cooke was like them..I thought better than that of him.....
Dear soul, I wish you would let the pain go. I lived with pain also for years, I finally decided enough is enough! The ones who hurt me are not worth the punishment I was giving myself. Are you sure you should have torn up your lawyers paper? Could the lawyer be the one to help you against the people who are or wish to hurt you? I would love to have a quilt. I have never sewn but my grandmother's past time was quilting and they were beautiful, with the smallest and finest of stitches. Please take care and I hope to contact you.
all it was was a paper to go to court. I did tell her to settle it out of court. I am not afraid of the Judge. He already said I was not guilty six or seven months ago..This lawyer just is harrassing me..that is all....I am not guilty and will never be. I will recover..My son is dead....My Mother defended Child mollesters all my life, and stole my children....My son is dead...He choked in a hospital in Dixie....and my brother is charging me with tresspassing for wanting to see my son...I can promise that if Lorin and Daphnee had Richard Cooke steal there children, as he did mine, they would not ever recover....so, I am not ashamed. I will heal..Daphnee always has fits and thought she was so much better than me. They would not even let me see my son....My Mother would be the only person on earth that would do that to me....her and her freinds. for my sake I have to forgive. She robbed me of everything; for these childmollester's.......Yes, I will heal....maybe there will be a lawyer who cares about truth one day; maybe a mericle will happen and my mother will account for her abuse. Maybe Daphnee and Lorin will account for their abuse too....I have scrapped them from my mind; so I will never think of them, so I can deal with the pain....that is what I do....They will have to carry their kidnapping forever...and I think my son is crying in heaven to know that they would protect abuser's and rejoicing that he will never be hurt again.....Daphnee may be able to punish me right at the moment, for wanting to see him; but she will never hurt me, after six months are over, for I shall never achknowlede her again, as long as I live..Not her, not Lorin, Not Mother....the sooner I scrape them from my memory the better I shall be....I for-give them...If they can look themselfs in the eye in the reserection; so be it...but I have disowned them....they robbed me, and assulted me......and protected abuse...They need to be accountable.....and Hyrum too.....what would it have hurt him at all, to have my Mother bring my son out to see me, instead of assuling me, when I called the county.......I forgive them....but I shall scrape them from my mind.....and thank you for you who spoke good to me.....So, Daphnee hated me..what else is new? I wonder why Richard Cooke picked me to rob any how, and why my family did not care.....
The thing I do not understand it that David and Dale Barlow are abusive. Why did the state need a bogus caller to target them...Why did they not just arrest them for the abuse that was real.....and who can tell who is in the church now anyhow...with Sam Barlow and Stephan Barlow, pretending that they are saints....and when there is so much contention, that as soon as a lot of children get big, they simply go away.....and it is written to have no contention among us...so really there does appear to be no real true, Fundamental Mormon's....all it is, is a bashing game to see who can make who look the worst......
and you who bragged about vidioing me, why did you not video Richard Cooke in his abuse, and Shelly? why do you only harrass me to cover up a lie? Hyrum Roundy, why did you harrass me and cover up a lie? You claim to be my friend and not hate me, why you and Lorin protect abuse and harrass me. Was a man hitting me in the face and when you said you did not care; was it worth your lie in court? was it worth the money you desire to cover up truth and a lie? In the end, my son will walk with me. for you stood behind abusive kidnappers and why did Mother not stop Richard Cookes abuse...I did write to Richard Cooke and tell him that my Mother and you loved him and his lie more than anything and that you would all be together in the next life; with your lie......I will tell you this Hyrum....This is a public notice...I will never pay anyone who kidnapped my son money...Not ever..I may die in your freaky jail; where you put people who are honest, for liars, but I shall not ever pay you or your lawyer one cent.....and Daphnee needs to be accountable for her actions...YOu nor her had a right to oppress me, for wanting to see my son...and you may think you are all cleaver and got away with something; but you will still have to look the Lord in the eye with your lie......I wonder why you would protect abuse......you, Mother, Marie, Lorin and Daphnee......but you loved abuse, and hated me...that is why you protected these filthy men....that is why.......I know it.....I bet Shelly and Jack, and Richard Cooke are rejoicing that there was cops like you; to hate me, so they could walk away from abuse....only Shelly got caught in denver.....I bet you are sad about that...but you loved abusive men, and hated me...so Daphnee, when you get done throwing your fits; ask yourself if Richard Cookes lie was worth your lie?
and Daphnee and Lorin; I do not care what the Judge says; you will never be my friends. I have disowned you as family. You stood behind abusers and sabataged me.....I will do as the Judge says, but no matter what he says it will not change anything....Lorin and Mother was a witness to my inacence and betrayed me for an abusive man....Uncle Fred told me to forgive until the Lord handled you men...I will forgive you; but you defended a lie.....for that you are accountable...I wish and pray you had defended truth; then you would be honorable; but you did not......You have taken upon yourself Richard Cooke's sword....If I could take your wickedness away, I would do it...but of course if you had cared about me, at all; you would have defended truth in the begining.....and protected me..but you loved Richard Cooke's lie.....My son is crying in heaven for your soul, and what you did to him....he has taken a report home.......and may you undo, your wicked deed, before it is your time to go, and walk like the filthy men you protected.......and as Lavisa said a person is guilty by association; you must by the same law be as guilty as Richard Cooke, and Lavisa too; for she proteced abuser's......and one day she will meet Donna and tell her face to face, why she hated her and did not care.....She tried to get Judge Calali to take my opiion and feelings from me.. he would not do it......and the judges mother is ill now too....for God is no respector of person's.....I liked the Judges Mother...She fed me when Richard Cooke tried to Murder me; and I am sorry that you all did not defend the truth.......for you will account some day.....maybe the Judges Mother will get better....but Lavisa, Lorin, and Daphnee will still have protected abuser's........I bet Richard Cooke and Shelly are celibrating they had such great protector's of abuse...but that is what Lorin, Marie, and Mother did best.....or they would have protected me, and stopped these filthy men.......and I am grateful the Lord is the judge not me.....I can not bring a wave on the sea, or a disiese...but all men die..the good as well as the bad....and then they have to confess to the Lord their deeds.....enjoy the next wave.....
well, really my family is all about themselves....that is why the men can get away with anything....If there had been no abuse, then all the girls would have stayed. I can not believe I ever wanted to be back in Marie's fish bowl; I can not beleive I would have ever wanted to see my mother again, after what she did to me; and I can not believe that I ever thought Lorin would care, when he does not care about his own children....and he most certianly never cared about me........and Daphnee has been throwing fits for a long time. She was telling me in the store how bad her children are...That is why they all leave...Our family rules with back stabbing, and critazisim....I guess that is why they have such good Roundy Friends.....they are alike......and they can not teach love, by hating....That is why I have disowned these people who protected filthy abusive men.....they would betray the children always.........
Well i am for one very glad to see that you have an outlet to get all of your fustrations out It is not good to hold these kinds of emotions in side. I am so sorry to hear about your son. I also thinnk t5hat you are right that a report has been sent home to our lord I also feel that over time life will get better for you and everyone else that this kind of thing has happened to. good luck and keep your self safe.
my son choked to death in Dixie.....now, that chapter of my life is over. I make very beautiful quilts. He was seventeen. I know I have four souls waiting to greet me in great joy in heaven.....and I must go on.....When I went to Salt Lake, my sister did tell me he was not ill...When I came back I seen his death certificate and it said the cause of death was choking.......In heaven and the next life, there will be no sorrow for me. and none for him, for we will always be together. We are spiritually now anyhow. Lorin would not even let me see him. I wanted to see me, and Daphnee attacted me, and called the cops.....She will have to live with that forever. I will just go on with him in memory and all. I know Daphnee has trouble's, and I suppose it is knowing Lorin; I am working on being good enough to go with the Ten Tribes and the City of Enoch, when they come...Then no one will harrass and oppress me; with lies...but I know that most the world has great sorrow..My son is free of pain and walks in great glory now.....may I forget how I was not someone to them.
They have decided that the car to the mental institution has slipped off the road; they have sent a fine young hero man to help retrieve the victum's for their Mother is involved. They have resorted to plan B....I shall speak to Lyle Jeffs then for a moment; since he is behind the attact on me....I have read Warren JEffs words saying Richard Cooke had a judgement upon him......and You was the messengar....Why then are you trying to take me down; when Warren Jeffs sent you to save my life....I will always remember and the words coded behind my back? are you all as dis-honest as that? can you also say you have betrayed, or was the messenger a liar? was you my freind, or Ricahrd Cooke's hired assasin, friend? This is a public notice to Lyle Jeffs........
and I know why people leave your church. Did any of you have evidence of Willard's filty lies about me? I bid you all farewall, ye that destroy lives. I bid you farewall; for he loved the stalking game..If I am not here for you to torment, because of his lies; he will have to find some one else to cheat and hate.....farewell, all you great saints that loved to hate me......for you did or you would not have loved his lies......No wonder people leave this church and end up hating you...I forgive you for tormenting me for his lie....good by, you that hated me, and never did anything with me.....I am sorry to dispapoint you all, by having them not be true.....
They all said I was crazy for reporting abuse, and I suppose when the men get away with anything and torment woman, for a lie; then you could suppose I was crazy.....Too bad no one cared about the truth...hu? yup...I bet Richard Cooke was all of your hero's.....I wonder why Mother threw him out...I have not figured that out yet, after all he did and what she did to cover it up......weird...I suppose he and she will never tell me...Why did she throw her adored darling out....her and grace.....weird....
Please Anonymous.....with all the dots.....in all your posts....
Could you please, please explain why you keep repeating your stories over and over and over again here? What is it you are trying to accomplish???
Do you want to argue with someone? Do you want sympathy? Is there anything anyone reading this blog can do for you?
What do you want from readers who maybe like me have heard you say the same things about the same people so many times that no one cares to come here any more???
well, what all these long rants do do is serve to illustrate quite clearly that there is no education system at YFZ, or at any FLDS encampment. No one is larning their readin' and writin', but you can shore quote yer scriptures.
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I will tell you how it will go....There will be another great price Texas pays....just like Utah and Arizona paid....and soon there will be no one to harrass and oppress us......for the Lord is just....and this nation is unbelieving and has brought a great war and curse upon them....and will pay the debt......
Adios, muchachos!
Enjoy the prison food on the border!
I dont care which prison he ends up in, in fact its good he has been pinged back and forth to so many.
Kind of like a "dusting their shoes off in Warrens hair and pajama walk tour".
Without the pink Cadillac tho.
http://obitsutah.com/obituary/3516/mary-jane-cooke-barlow.htm
You folks chose the wrong state to come to. You obviously don't know how we operate here in the Lone Star State. Jeffs will rot in a Texas Prison for the rest of his life.
yes, we do...Why do you think you went to war...Why do you think that our troops are scattered and who will defend you....Why do you think that the twin towers were bombed...Why do you think that Waco happened...Yes, we know your state well......for when the Lord says that there will be freedom and a country does rob its citizins of there freedom; then we can rest assured it is Texas who is the most dishonest......course we know......and why do you think that no one had help in that New Orleans disaster...Course we know....You are only confessing your blatant dishonesty........
and just like the Jews that hung Jesus; if you had been believer's he would have been treated fairly......but they killed their Lord then, and we expected you to betray us....for you have robbed your own country of its laws....and our souldiers die across the sea....for we won the war in the days past, for freedom and we will not lose today.....So, you openly boast about your dishonesty....we knew it.....and you confess it.....
FLDS is LDS on LSD. If your raving
is representative of the FLDS mentality, then no wonder there is such a interest in your belief system. Warren would not be in this mess if you had not been posting your ramblings these past few years.
Warren Jeffs is no better than Brian David Mitchell. They are creepy old men trying to justify having sex with little girls.
The only difference is, Mitchell kidnapped his victim Elizabeth Smart, whose parents would have protected her if they could.
The FLDS parents hand over their little girls to breed with middle aged men - Warren does not even allow them love, only procreation.
Warren is in prison because God is punishing him for hurting so many children and families.
Ah yes!
The many defenders of Jeffs, a few of his booted out faithful and even more of the patriot movement!
Warren their poster child, his loss of rights today, will be theirs tomorrow! Why not pick a more honorable man to defend? The masses pity the apologist, they think you guys are nut jobs! I get it, the localism movement that is anti-government regulations, but few tea partyist would see your parallel!
Get a hero, not a pedophile, your movement is suffering from the pathetic causes you are identifying with.
Jeffs put to much in text, including his diary. To much on his audios that number over a thousand. You can't save a man or prophet that was so prolific.
Find an honorable cause, Warren is a pedophile and that to he documented at a weak moment in his life.
fincenMIB
FincenMIB,
Let's air your dirty laundry shall we? He who is without sin cast the first stone....Let's talk a little shall we, let's talk about the Taylor girl, and desk cleaning shall we? Your a hypocrite...and as such have no honor or integrity...All your words are tainted with your own guilt....Your a dirty old man yourself.
Lolly
Your tender mercies blot out my transgressions :)
To the Anon 12/10/2010 11:19 AM
For posting that link to Mary's obituary, THANK YOU!
Mr Beswick,
Why don't you make a suggestion on that honorable man??
Any Suggestions?
for frankly you all know the girls you betrayed for the abusers why the one who was perfect went to jail....but it will be recorded in heaven, that you betrayed your own country.........and any person who does accuse WArren Jeffs has confessed their own sins.....I already knew it...If TExas would have been about the truth, just like Utah and Arizona, Warren Jeffs would have never been arrested, and the lies of the media and the un-believe of this nation will not make him guilty...now will it? and who is filthy......you with out sin cast the first stone........for as they killed Jesus, so do they stone and kill the saints today....and there is a lot of difference between DAvid Mitchell and the one who was betrayed...First off, WArren Jeffs would never go out stalking a girl at night.....and he would never harm any one....and your war is upon you...for who does uphold the constitution; for all men are entitled to a fair trial..and if all Brian Mitchell was tried on was religion, like the media likes to smash him with; then he has not had a fair trial....and you betray your own country...and maybe that girl ran away with Brian Mitchell and all that was in the media was lies, like all the rest that the media portrays and you all run your country of media lies.....course we knew what Texas was......course we know...and if you kill us, for your lies, we will still know what Texas is and was........and that little boy in waco was not a crimnal...and they left him there dead for a long time...Course we know....OUr country folks murder others for religion...course we know.....
Ruthie, Uncle Warren has you on video tape. Did you know that those recordings will soon be public?
Warren will get a fair trial in Texas.
His own words and actions will convict him of two counts of sexual assault of a child.
Warren by his actions have abused and scarred adults and children beyond what anyone can comprehend.
Ruth how you can defend another child abuser who hides behinds the disguise of being a man of God is baffling.
Warren is nothing more than another sexual deviant who got caught with his pants down.
why would any one video me? I was already on the media.....I looked like a wierdo......that is because I was drugged by Richard Cooke's and his freinds, and every one made fun of me so much....what does it matter if I am vidioed? Why are you telling me this? Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow and his friends have been doing every thing they can to make me look like a freak. Could they do worse to me, than they did? what do I care if he see's me on vidoe? What will that prove; that it was easy for Willard to destroy my life, just like he said? and so does Laurie Allen have me on vidio? what does it matter. I am used to people making fun of me, and then slamming me.....and Warren Jeffs is not a predator...but you all say that.....I have never seen it.
The only thing these people do not really vidio is what they do to me first...It does not matter. If they want my blood and to make me look like a freak, it is easy to do...and I was already hated for Richard Cookes lie....so, I am used to it.......may they tell the Lord how they do business....and if you all hate me, for this; what can I do about it?
but sjust so you know, that last person that toldm e that they were going to put out another film with me in it, had their best friend die. Their cat died. The place they lived was flooded. They went into debt. There brother said they would shoot them. one boy in their family was kidnapped; and Warren Jeffs won in court.......So, if the Lord lets you continue with your attact on religion, let it be....and if he does not, let it be. I pray for you, I forgive you, and I love all of you...I know one day I shall be among believer's that will not insult me.....I wonder if I look as horrid on those films as I did feel...Never let a man give you medicine you do not need, for them treating his hormones....But, I am not ashamed of me.....and as long as the Lord leaves any of you there, I wish you all the best and good will......Yes, some men are good at destroying lifes....First they beat a woman up, Drug her, and then they film her...Yes they are very good at sabatage; some of these people........I forgive them......And I forgive anyone else who does not like me, for his lie.....They are trying real hard to destroy me...Last time they attacted me, they did have eight tornadoes in Flagstaff.......Maybe they will donate money to help other's instead of trying to destroy me...maybe, Hu?
and yes, I know that these cops, my mother, and my family here have been recording me......and yes, I know that they hate me for a lie; they know nothing about. and yes, I know that they always make horrid fun of me, for they think they know all the lies about me...and yes, I know they would do anything they could to stop me, for a man that they idalize who is cruel...and yes, I know that is how our church is..........they always single out the one they think is out of the church until they cave...and then they pick another soul to destroy......I am waiting for that bullet that ends my life, of the man who will be the one who pulls the trigger. Right now they are tormenting me, with insults and vidioing me.....will their murder be any less..with the method they use? no....I only pray to be as strong as My daughter they killed...and margean......for they believe in letting the Lord be the judge why they torment other's....Yes, I know what these people do...very well. They are better at destroying lives than I had figured..........
but an honest person in the church would not ever harm anyone.....so really we all need to repent. and I have forgiven every soul upon the earth. and all. and the people who harm me, are given a ticket....so what. I do not care who films me. I seen how the media works too, and if I was you I would over haul your own country......and am I the only idiot you can get to blather on....now? and do not suppose I would support abuse. I do not. I have no Idea if Brian Mitchel is guilty or not. All I know is that the media lies a lot, and if they tried him on religion as the article I read, he did not have fair trial. and Warren Jeffs is guilty of nothing....
Warren Jeffs will suffer for showing this video of you, is this true?
one thing I know is that Warren Jeffs would not show a vidio of me. Helaman may. Willard Barlow may...They are the ones who hated me.. They are the one's who stir people up to hate me. They are the one's who hired the men to throw me down and drug me? would they show their sins? I doubt Willard Would ever confess his sins. Not to me, or the world. But they are good at promoting lies.....and the one film done of me, that targeted Warren Jeffs is only partly true. They say that he is guilty of what I know is not. They say that it can be proven...Where is the eveidence....I mean besides a retard like me talking...Where is the truth that there is even a film. If there is it had nothing to do with Warren Jeffs.......I know that. HE was not there. And all they can do is use there films to hurt him and me for their lie....but that is all they did before...Willard Barlow is a murder..and if you hate me or love me it will not change that. HE is a thief too....and can he lie to God; or does he just pretend like the rest of the thiefs and liars......Warren Jeffs would not put out a vidoe on me. He has no reason too. His people have Willard. His lies and torment is enough....why would he need a film, unless Willard is thinking some one will care about me..Then Willard Barlow, would need a film......only if some one cares about me, will he come out with his film.....Willard Barlow and his murder friends....
However Uncle Warren made the video when he met with you. You were not aware of the video as were many who met with him. Remember that he made the video and now he shall suffer for making this video as many others who have suffered,
what do you think it was about Willard Barlow, that all he had to do is speak, and I was convicted with no evidence at all? when all I have ever done in my life is good things and his friends hated me so much that all he had to do was speak, and I was hated? They come out and say they do not hate me, right before they attack me with his lies...And why Shelly Gene Cooke did abuse my daughter, and no one cared.....and Cathy said the same thing about Shelly G. Cooke and why then did no one care about me.. .A man did tell me he did not want to get into it with me. I did tell him I knew it. Why do you think no one cared about us....And then He bought me food. I put it on the floor and stepped on it...The food. I know no one cared about me, or my daughter....they covered up abuse and hated me, for what I do and did not do.......and our cops proptected abuse...so, what was it about me, that made them hate me so much and what was it about the men that made every one look the other way to his abuse? why was it that they hated me and my daughter so much, that they would persicute me so much and come out and call me names and throw things at me, and absolutly pretend that nothing these creepy men did, existed. Why did they hate me? What was it about me, that would make them do that to me? Was I not even worth life; or was it just abusive men who were worth life? maybe one day, I will forget these men who hated me, and these people who protect abuse and hate me?
I was talking in the store about a girl who did get put out. I know that she was abused. But when I said this, she denied it. I know why she would deny it...She would have to live with the humilitation of every one knowing what her father did...but it is recorded with the Lord and I know that in that sense as long as my Mother can make me look stupid, it is as if my father did not exist, and Willard's lie lives forever...but the truth is; Willard Barlow is a very violent, aggressive, hateful man, and he tormented my handicap children, why they was alive, and Richard Cooke was and is a child mollester and he kidnapped my children and had no right to......so, I always have to live with his lie.........the lie my family portray's and puts on me, so they will look big.....I wish they would leave me alone.......
and as long as they target me, I will talk and ask the world for help against abusive men....When Cathy Bistline was here, she said Shelly mollested my daughter....She reported it, and then she said that she was attacted in the night, just like I am being right now, hated, stalked, insulted and made fun off, why abuser's walk free.......Shelly Gene Cooke was the key witness Richard Cooke used to Kidnap my children........He was caught in Denver Colorado abusing three children. Seperate than my children.......one of the parents did not want to put her child through the humilation, so she with drew from court.....But he is guilty and a child mollester....to protect your children so they do not have to suffer as my children did; I post this........Also Richard Cooke and Gene Cooke was mollesting Afton's children.....and they was put out of our church.......
Willard Barlow is also another man who abuses and teases baby's and children......He is a very dangerous man......and I write in hopes that one day, some one will care about me and my daughter...She is dead now.....and my son....Willard Barlow will never hurt them again....but one day maybe someone will care about me, and my children and he will also be stopped in his abuse........
this cop did come to talk to me yesterday and tell me that they want peace...Yes, and they said Lorin's wife did call them and say I was saying bad things to her children. I was not...So that is how they did it with Richard Cooke and that is how they do it...They did it behind my back before...I guess they hate me so much they would lie and do anything to destroy me....what ever...So, they make fun of me, beat me up and if I react, they take a vidio.....I guess they loved Richard Cooke and his abuse that bad.....Why did they hate me? then other people tell me that I let them do it......Why do they hate me? so, they would murder me.....so they would..just like they did my daughter.......may I be as strong as her....
but I will forget Richard Cooke and Shelly that they Idalized. all men die. One day I will too. one day I will too. I must remember it is not me that they hated. It was every one. I was a statistic in Richard Cooke and Jack's family. I was only a statistic.....Just another child they hated...just another, and they hated us all. They hated us all. they hated us all. and I must remember that forever...They hated us all....they hated us all, and my mother never wanted me, because I was just the mistake they had, when he slipped and found her in his bed...I must remember they hated us all.......It had nothing to do with me......and now, I know of assurity why girls do not report or talk about abuse.....they hated us all......
even though he did not abuse me, the stigma that I was his child, stayed......They hated us all.....That I must remember for-ever. It had nothing to do with me, they hated us all.......I was only a number..a dot.....a mistake he made in the night, and they hated us all......and Willard loved their hatred.....
What? no one has told me again, how perfect Willard Barlow is and how kind he is to fly's why he torments his family and will never let them come home, why every one goes out on the street and calls me names..What? where is the Perfect Willard Barlow defender's. After all, I was Jack's daughter...How could Willard have a flaw? Gee/ The abuser is not Idalized any longer? really? wow? I am impressed; you mean all that he paid the state; oh, excuse me; I mean all the state paid to fix the retard did not work? my, oh, my.......Willard and his flies......nice try guys. I lived with him......and how he loved you hating me....I bet he was just sitting like a king in all your glory.....I hope you and him enjoy his flies.......I bet he kept his flies in a little bottle and took real good care of them...and I wonder if you all sat around and worshipped him, like you worshipped his lies.......I heard about the group that assalted one person at a time, and then later the men would leave too.....I am sure glad to hear that he loved his flies and you Idalized his lie and his flies......I thought Laurie Allen lied to me, when she told me what Willard Said about me....but guess what guys, all he will have is his flies and lies.....
It is just Richard Cooke threatening me, for talking. Richard Cooke kept a vidio in peoples bedroom and had porn on it from the ninteen fifty three raid....Uncle Warren could not have made a vido with me on it. I did not sit and chat with him all that much. He did sit and chat with Willard Barlow, and Willard Barlow did tell me Uncle Warren would destroy me for him...but that also was his lie......what ever all the garbage on this blog is only garbage.....YOu only hate Warren Jeffs, because no one believes in God....and this nation is perfect at killing people for religion; or at least targeting religion...they do not say that so, and so, did such and such....they only say this man was a cathlic, or a babtist, or a mormon, or a fundamental mormon.....and then they blame religion for the deeds...instead of leaving scripture out of there slander.......I ain't nothing...leave me alone and tell me nothing about Warren.....You are all loving sensationalisim...I guess you love the floods.....I ain't no one......leave me alone...I aint no one....I was Jack's mistake, and Willard's kicking post......And every one loved his lie...They adored his lie...As long as he was hating me, and forcing me out on the street to die, these people loved him...They were so darling, when my son died and they put my name next to his. so they hate me, call me names for eight years and come out and be kind the second he puts his name next to mine...I am not his girl.....I never will be.....Let him have his paper, show and I will keep their insults.......tow faced people....Here is a song I would sing for him. I wish I were a teddy bear, not living or loving, or going no where......you know the song...I will dedicate this song to Willard Marion Barlow......YOu cheated every one, and they hated me..and you loved the lie and you loved them to hate me......and they never noticed you cheated them..they were to busy Idalizing you and hating me...I bet you could go into business that way........every one loves to hate me....You could be an Idalized, millionair......You got Shelly's house, Jack's old house, David Cookes old house, and Erwin Fisher's old house, just for hating me. You never had to do a thing...Just hate me, smile and grin....oh, how they loved your lie.....and Idalized your filthy mouth.......oh, how they loved it.. and hated me.....and you loved them to hate me...you fed of it....like a python......If they had loved me, you would have not been able to stay here. Your hunger for pain and sorrow would have had to be fed else-where.......
I mean that there are more than one way to abuse a person. I just was an it...that was all. I did mean that he did not have me in his bed...I was just his and Mother's it...that is all. Now, I am Lorin's and Mother's it. I wanted to be home, and they would not let me go home. They did not care what happened to me. I was there it....And it does not even bother them. I look at them and their faces...They do not even register that I am a human. How, could it be? I see that some love exists...is this the hell they inflict on every soul? are these the people I was supposed to look to as an example of Christ? Just to be an it.......why they Idalize an abusive man? Margean was quiet...I wonder if she did feel like I do, when she died and Richard Cooke was going on about how bad we were because we loved her.
and who will they pick to be their next it?
and who-ever it was that said that Willard would not hurt a fly, they said that about Jack, when I was young, and they said that about Richard Cooke when I reported abuse, and they let Shelly Cooke walk free too.....All are alike......so, tell the moon and the Lord about Willard and his adored flies......I know him too well.......You worshipped his flies, his lies, and loved to hate me........just do not tell all your father's secrets...wait until you get to heaven......and even Katie's boy that took the great grand film, did not catch me attacking anyone as Willard's great lie would have all led you to believe....sorry, to disapoint you all guys...Willard Barlow, will have to keep his flies and lies..........and he is a theif and cheats the government any way he can, and blames other's for his sins......I bet he did not write that bad check....HE just did have a sezure and his hand flipped a little and the next thing he knew the check flew through the air and landed at the bank, and the clerk filled in the amount. Right? flies, lies and cheats....right? and I bet hte bank of Ephrium had a Willard spasim and closed....It really had a billion dollar's just waiting to pass out......right, Richard, Jack, Shelly, and Willardized; blinded stacks. of flies and lies.....right?
but really I know who is the one who did tell the lies......Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow, and Shelly Gene Cooke did betray..that is who....Not, My Mother....She is a good woman.....and we will stand together in the end...We, will....are you all prepared for the next storm. I would come out and assist you, but I lost my truck, trying to work.......I can not drive across America to fix the damage of the storms....SEe, you in the rain.....For, we are waiting...let's see, it will take them a month to dig out....and in a month, I have a court case,the Judge did already tell me that I was not guilty in. And then he did tell a Lady who did contend that, to appeal, it, and then they did spurn up a couple of lawyer's to keep it going, and then a storm hit.....I wonder what will happen next......poor woman.....The Judges Mother, poor lady; a very nice woman who did help me, in Richard Cooke's attact. I liked her.....Poor woman...may the Lord have mercy on her soul....for a place is prepared for her, in time......Next Chapter guys....How, about earth quakes hit Southern Arizona.....January 31.....the Fema people came out to teach a class..the first one in my life, for distaster prepardness. We did tell them we were prepared....very prepared......
we qualified for disaster preparedness when a bunch of tornadoes did come out of the sky and hit flagstaff.....caught every one by surprise.....I was waiting for the big dogs...The biggest....New Orlean's just a question; How did the federal government help you out in your disaster, after the twin tower's were bombed, and the boy lay on the waco tower's? Just a question...There was a man at the Fema class that did tell them they were very prepared and they were going to shoot them out of the sky when they came to help us in a disaster...I had to give a peace speach and tell them that we would feed them. I would not let them get shot.....
and all you S. O. B. that would shoot your own country men? what the dicken's.....Would fema not give you people assistance? did they need some red tape...? Well guys, lets see if the Lord will send you a great string of red tape....Just a great, great, great, string of Red tape, like he sent me a yellow string the day I wrecked on the Nevada desert.....
In my opoinon there should have been a great out cry from America when Waco was covered with tractors........
Watch the weather......California was almost covered in this storm. It went from California almost over to Texas........Do you really think that California has turned so far from America, that they would target people for Religious speech?....Maybe the Lord will move the beach to Arizona.....Remember that song of the grand canyon lies? and ocean front property in Californa............
and I shall light a candle for the Judges Mother. She was my friend....Who among you would betray a friend? that is the question.....Doctor's, brother's, and family? let us make haste, brother's and fellow american's....Who has flown the flag and not been harrassed for it...I mean for real...They have taken prayer out of the school. They have taken the pledge of alegiance out of the school...America has been overtaken......In all History, there have been the defender's.....and they won.....It was promised of the Lord.....He has the army's...we hold no guns...we die when you, "You, as in my daughter's case, Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow, and Shelly Cooke, does hire the doctor to kill us........and then they are buried.......but, We know this doctor. i have spoken....
and do not be so certain that you know who is posting...Remember Nathan Hale? Remember Colombus? remember the declaration of independance....It was signed by a few men who would have been shot by England's crew, if the Lord would have allowed it.....
Judge Calali said I could take are of my lawyer, after saying I was not guilty.....I shall take care of the Woman...Just like I did the rest....I salute you Joseph Smith, who they mock and worship...Let it come...I boy my Knee to you......and I shall sing in the rain when it is over.......I light a candle, for those that helped me, and need assistance......I shall do all I can........for a greater storm, is coming....may my freinds, feel the sweet hand of the Lord...Sweet for the faithful, and in great love, does send a judgment.....to deliver a soul, who did not love truth from their, torment of obedience...to themself... and the place prepared........and to those in the middle East, needing the Lord; be it as he desires.........until next time brother's....over and out......
see, this is how they opporate. Daphnee know's I did not attact her...She just thinks Willard is just. Lorin knows he is in the wrong, for he sat with Uncle Rulon when he told him and Mother, that I was not a son of perdition for what Shelly did.....then Richard Cooke used Shelly as a key witness against me...perfect plot...only shelly got caught in Denver mollesting children....closed Richard Cookes case against me.....
Sam Roundy did get removed from the force...but Heber has been working in C. M. C. for a long time, and ratting to cause trouble.....Oh, I think these Roundy's are very two faced.......So, Hyrum calls up Daphnee and tells her that I do not qualify for to see my son, Richard Cooke stole......and arrests me...HE did say that I did assult Daphnee....Then Lavisa did tell me that she did not care about my daughter, and runs to tell the Judge a great lie about me.....Nice Lavisa, kitty, kitty,;; and the judge does tell her that she can apeal, because he already said I was not guilty...Poor guy's these Roundy's.........they could not buy the Judge...HE did how-ever give into Lavisa's fit a little, because I did not want to be around Lavisa, and the city hired him........Voted him in.....so, he did give Lavisa a restraining order, for me showing her a photo of my daughter.......nice kitty, kitty.....
but these Roundy's have been used to getting what they want for a long time. so, it is down the track with the lawyer's.....and bang; what a joy they have...No wonder Richard Cooke was so Idalized.......
but, putting some one away and charging them with what they did not do, will eat at a person's soul for-ever.....nice kitty, kitty.....and then they make fun of me, persicute me, and ridicule me until I sign back into mental health.....nice kitty, kitty......I wonder what it was about Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow, and Shelly Cooke that inspired so many to murder, plunder and destroy? what is it about them......and the Lawyer they hired for me, does not understand what she does not want to hear......It is not about this abuse......what ever.....So, Hyrum just has to have him a nice pretty, cute lawyer to do his dirty work...I wonder why he did not submitt is great lie to Judge Calai in the first place....
I will tell you why. A man did hit me in the face, and call the cops. He did scream at me and tell me I already knew I was the one who was not wanted...Johnathon told me that. I was the one they hated. Johnathon has been destroying women for a long, long time.....He leaves them alone, after they sue him....Fred Barlow used to feel in little girls pance, when they arrested them....Hyrum did not have the guts......He asked what was in my pance, and did not have the guts to check........
but, they protected murder's and arrested me on a lie...Their guilt will follow them for a long time...Lorin has been looking to get me back where Richard Cooke put me for a long time...I guess he hired the right liars....I did tell Heber he was a two faced liar, and I would not participate in these assults on people.....So, today I burned my lawyer's paper....I will wait for her plea deal......Will Lorin really protect Richard Cooke and Shelly Cooke in what they did to me? That is the only question. Will he bring death to his soul, to be cast out by God, and go through the second death; or will he stop his assult on me, when he worked with Willard Barlow and Shelly Cooke and knows they are abusive...and he knows that Uncle Rulon defended me....Will, he add my daughter's blood to his hands...That really is the only question...will my blood stain his hands also? why they adore the cane beds people?
I sallute you cane beds people, you were as loved as Willard Barlow's lie...may you all remember the good I did for you...for Lorin will remember it with Johnathon and Hyrum the rest of eternity....How, they betrayed Rulon Jeffs..........and assisted murder's........
I have figured out why my Mother did not care. She was jelous. so was my sister's. that is why. They were jelose of me. What was it about me, that made them jelous? If some one is jelouse that means there is something good about me. Why did they stand there and let Willard Barlow, Richard Cooke and Shelly Cooke do what they did to me? and Jack? What was it about me, that made Lorin hate me so much, that he would walk in Richard Cookes footsteps? What was it about Lyle Jeffs that made him Idalize Willard Barlow and his lies? what was it about all these men here, that would worship a filthy man's lie, and oppress women? Why did they hate me?
Why do people think it is funny to make fun of me? I looked in the mirror at myself. I look very beautiful. I was surprised I looked beautiful, for why then did they hate me, these people in this city; that they would look the other way to abuser's...and they all have an excuse to cover it up...I do not care that they forgive, if they would just let me live. I seen Lorin with my Mother on his arm. He was nice looking. She looked ok. Why then did they not want me? and why did they protect Richard Cooke in his abuse and not let me come home? Why did they do that to me? And why would Willard beat me up and break my ribs and lock me out, and throw me down and tease and torment children; and no one cared...and hate me?
I did get robbed of my son. I was robbed of my daughter. When I was going to have her, I was so happy. I did think after Shelly that I would have a chance. Then I had Mitzi, and when Donna died, Willard told me that he would take her from me, just because he could to hurt me, and he did. These people make fun of me, and enjoy me suffering. Why would he do that and not tell the truth? Why did he like to make people suffer, and why would LeeAnn protect him in it? so, he was not beating her still....He was beating her children when I was there. And he offered her to a man named Brad in Cedar City, and slept with girls there. Why did no one care, and why was I betrayed for a filthy man, and why did Lyle Jeffs not protect us? Why did all these people cheat me? I seen a man today that screamed at me, for Shelly robbing him. He said,"Hi to me." I did look the other way. I was betrayed by this people..This people who loved to see me suffer for the lies of men.
some times I go to their church and sing, "these are the people who hated me?" I sing it to me, and to the Lord...for these are the people who hated me..These are the people who always protect abuse...that is what these people do..that is what they do the best...for Dr. Smith, I reported abuse and My children were taken..Then Richard Cooke was caught. With Shelly, Cathy and I reported abuse, and he walked away. With Richard Cooke, him and gene were covering up abuse as fast as they could, and my mother pretended it did not exist. She assisted in defending Richard's lie. I guess it makes sense, why she did not want me. I was my family's toxic waste dump. every time anyone did anything bad, they did punish me for their sins...I was the whipping boy........now, I know why they hated me........
maybe I will live with the pain that my Mother took care of my father and beat me, until I was seventeen; did not protect me from Shelly, stood by Richard Cooke until he was caught mollesting children and put out; and would not ever let me come home, why she took my children away...They all asked me what Richard Cooke done...I just look at them and say to myself, if they do not know, they never will.....I was their it......I shall get counsoling, so none of you will ever hear me on this blog again...I shall get counsoling to protect me from their speech....from what they say...They could not tell what Richard Cooke did; no wonder they do not protect Willard's children from him...If they could not tell what Richard Cooke done, and they could not tell, I was not his lie....I was there it.....goodby, all you people who called the cops on me, for wanting to be home....I know why My Mother married two abuser's like I did. I was forced into both marriages and tricked into them....I never will be again. Mother forced me into them, and she stood by abusive men always, and they did not know what Richard Cooke done...I did tell him Lorin is the top dog on the pile now.....I did tell him that my family is to be commended for Idalizing his and Willards lies......They will get a medal of honor, for their cunning deciet....I mean from my family....but he is gone; another has taken his top dog spot.....I wonder what my life would have been like, with a Mother and Father, who cared and loved me. I should have never wanted to be home, and I could go out and get anything. Why do I beat myself up, wanting to be home. My Mother will betray me every time. She uses me as her toxic waste sight...Her wipping boy to deal with her emotions she can not handle....and Daphnee.......why would I want to be home. I must have been as stupid and Richard Cooke said....I must have been insane to want to be near my Mother. She looked elegant on Lorin's arm, but she did not look at her it...
one day, I was there with Willard, he did assult me, and twist my arm. My Mother was there; she called the cops. I did go to Dixie, and they said I needed help. Uncle Rulon took me from him then. He cried. I guess it made him sad, his it was gone. Poor Mother, she had to do something with me, and cried that she did not want to take care of me; she helped Richard Cooke throw me out then. They tell me in the state, that my mother is toxic; I believe them. She is a protector of abuser's.....I was her it.....she is not sad about it; it just does not occor to her I am a human...I am only her it.. and it's do not need considered........
I am sewing quilts for any one that desires them....If you want one, send and order to box 14 colorado city az 86021..make and offer..... for loving a man who is dis-honest and did not want me, is too much bother...I am tired of failure and complaining....If any one desires a mericle in there life, order a quilt of your hearts desire.......I will make up a poem for your quilt or your sweet heart too....Here is a sample.....Quilts in summer, Quilts in spring...love in the sweet, spring air......Quilts for winter, warmth of love; spread with joy, cozy, love......enjoy....
and may all you win if you can....all you that desire it.....life is about loving and winning; free choices and happiness......for there is a lot of joy to be had......
at least I know how Richard Cooke, Shelly Cooke and Willard Barlow destroyed my life.....I am not kidnapped and thrown down this time...My son is dead...I knew these cops defended Richard Cooke in destroying souls, I just did not know Lorin Cooke was like them..I thought better than that of him.....
Dear soul, I wish you would let the pain go. I lived with pain also for years, I finally decided enough is enough! The ones who hurt me are not worth the punishment I was giving myself.
Are you sure you should have torn up your lawyers paper? Could the lawyer be the one to help you against the people who are or wish to hurt you?
I would love to have a quilt. I have never sewn but my grandmother's past time was quilting and they were beautiful, with the smallest and finest of stitches.
Please take care and I hope to contact you.
all it was was a paper to go to court. I did tell her to settle it out of court. I am not afraid of the Judge. He already said I was not guilty six or seven months ago..This lawyer just is harrassing me..that is all....I am not guilty and will never be. I will recover..My son is dead....My Mother defended Child mollesters all my life, and stole my children....My son is dead...He choked in a hospital in Dixie....and my brother is charging me with tresspassing for wanting to see my son...I can promise that if Lorin and Daphnee had Richard Cooke steal there children, as he did mine, they would not ever recover....so, I am not ashamed. I will heal..Daphnee always has fits and thought she was so much better than me. They would not even let me see my son....My Mother would be the only person on earth that would do that to me....her and her freinds. for my sake I have to forgive. She robbed me of everything; for these childmollester's.......Yes, I will heal....maybe there will be a lawyer who cares about truth one day; maybe a mericle will happen and my mother will account for her abuse. Maybe Daphnee and Lorin will account for their abuse too....I have scrapped them from my mind; so I will never think of them, so I can deal with the pain....that is what I do....They will have to carry their kidnapping forever...and I think my son is crying in heaven to know that they would protect abuser's and rejoicing that he will never be hurt again.....Daphnee may be able to punish me right at the moment, for wanting to see him; but she will never hurt me, after six months are over, for I shall never achknowlede her again, as long as I live..Not her, not Lorin, Not Mother....the sooner I scrape them from my memory the better I shall be....I for-give them...If they can look themselfs in the eye in the reserection; so be it...but I have disowned them....they robbed me, and assulted me......and protected abuse...They need to be accountable.....and Hyrum too.....what would it have hurt him at all, to have my Mother bring my son out to see me, instead of assuling me, when I called the county.......I forgive them....but I shall scrape them from my mind.....and thank you for you who spoke good to me.....So, Daphnee hated me..what else is new? I wonder why Richard Cooke picked me to rob any how, and why my family did not care.....
The thing I do not understand it that David and Dale Barlow are abusive. Why did the state need a bogus caller to target them...Why did they not just arrest them for the abuse that was real.....and who can tell who is in the church now anyhow...with Sam Barlow and Stephan Barlow, pretending that they are saints....and when there is so much contention, that as soon as a lot of children get big, they simply go away.....and it is written to have no contention among us...so really there does appear to be no real true, Fundamental Mormon's....all it is, is a bashing game to see who can make who look the worst......
and you who bragged about vidioing me, why did you not video Richard Cooke in his abuse, and Shelly? why do you only harrass me to cover up a lie? Hyrum Roundy, why did you harrass me and cover up a lie? You claim to be my friend and not hate me, why you and Lorin protect abuse and harrass me. Was a man hitting me in the face and when you said you did not care; was it worth your lie in court? was it worth the money you desire to cover up truth and a lie? In the end, my son will walk with me. for you stood behind abusive kidnappers and why did Mother not stop Richard Cookes abuse...I did write to Richard Cooke and tell him that my Mother and you loved him and his lie more than anything and that you would all be together in the next life; with your lie......I will tell you this Hyrum....This is a public notice...I will never pay anyone who kidnapped my son money...Not ever..I may die in your freaky jail; where you put people who are honest, for liars, but I shall not ever pay you or your lawyer one cent.....and Daphnee needs to be accountable for her actions...YOu nor her had a right to oppress me, for wanting to see my son...and you may think you are all cleaver and got away with something; but you will still have to look the Lord in the eye with your lie......I wonder why you would protect abuse......you, Mother, Marie, Lorin and Daphnee......but you loved abuse, and hated me...that is why you protected these filthy men....that is why.......I know it.....I bet Shelly and Jack, and Richard Cooke are rejoicing that there was cops like you; to hate me, so they could walk away from abuse....only Shelly got caught in denver.....I bet you are sad about that...but you loved abusive men, and hated me...so Daphnee, when you get done throwing your fits; ask yourself if Richard Cookes lie was worth your lie?
and Daphnee and Lorin; I do not care what the Judge says; you will never be my friends. I have disowned you as family. You stood behind abusers and sabataged me.....I will do as the Judge says, but no matter what he says it will not change anything....Lorin and Mother was a witness to my inacence and betrayed me for an abusive man....Uncle Fred told me to forgive until the Lord handled you men...I will forgive you; but you defended a lie.....for that you are accountable...I wish and pray you had defended truth; then you would be honorable; but you did not......You have taken upon yourself Richard Cooke's sword....If I could take your wickedness away, I would do it...but of course if you had cared about me, at all; you would have defended truth in the begining.....and protected me..but you loved Richard Cooke's lie.....My son is crying in heaven for your soul, and what you did to him....he has taken a report home.......and may you undo, your wicked deed, before it is your time to go, and walk like the filthy men you protected.......and as Lavisa said a person is guilty by association; you must by the same law be as guilty as Richard Cooke, and Lavisa too; for she proteced abuser's......and one day she will meet Donna and tell her face to face, why she hated her and did not care.....She tried to get Judge Calali to take my opiion and feelings from me.. he would not do it......and the judges mother is ill now too....for God is no respector of person's.....I liked the Judges Mother...She fed me when Richard Cooke tried to Murder me; and I am sorry that you all did not defend the truth.......for you will account some day.....maybe the Judges Mother will get better....but Lavisa, Lorin, and Daphnee will still have protected abuser's........I bet Richard Cooke and Shelly are celibrating they had such great protector's of abuse...but that is what Lorin, Marie, and Mother did best.....or they would have protected me, and stopped these filthy men.......and I am grateful the Lord is the judge not me.....I can not bring a wave on the sea, or a disiese...but all men die..the good as well as the bad....and then they have to confess to the Lord their deeds.....enjoy the next wave.....
well, really my family is all about themselves....that is why the men can get away with anything....If there had been no abuse, then all the girls would have stayed. I can not believe I ever wanted to be back in Marie's fish bowl; I can not beleive I would have ever wanted to see my mother again, after what she did to me; and I can not believe that I ever thought Lorin would care, when he does not care about his own children....and he most certianly never cared about me........and Daphnee has been throwing fits for a long time. She was telling me in the store how bad her children are...That is why they all leave...Our family rules with back stabbing, and critazisim....I guess that is why they have such good Roundy Friends.....they are alike......and they can not teach love, by hating....That is why I have disowned these people who protected filthy abusive men.....they would betray the children always.........
Well i am for one very glad to see that you have an outlet to get all of your fustrations out It is not good to hold these kinds of emotions in side. I am so sorry to hear about your son. I also thinnk t5hat you are right that a report has been sent home to our lord I also feel that over time life will get better for you and everyone else that this kind of thing has happened to. good luck and keep your self safe.
Ruth are you the one who is making the quilts.
who is asking? and yes;
my son choked to death in Dixie.....now, that chapter of my life is over. I make very beautiful quilts. He was seventeen. I know I have four souls waiting to greet me in great joy in heaven.....and I must go on.....When I went to Salt Lake, my sister did tell me he was not ill...When I came back I seen his death certificate and it said the cause of death was choking.......In heaven and the next life, there will be no sorrow for me. and none for him, for we will always be together. We are spiritually now anyhow. Lorin would not even let me see him. I wanted to see me, and Daphnee attacted me, and called the cops.....She will have to live with that forever. I will just go on with him in memory and all. I know Daphnee has trouble's, and I suppose it is knowing Lorin; I am working on being good enough to go with the Ten Tribes and the City of Enoch, when they come...Then no one will harrass and oppress me; with lies...but I know that most the world has great sorrow..My son is free of pain and walks in great glory now.....may I forget how I was not someone to them.
They have decided that the car to the mental institution has slipped off the road; they have sent a fine young hero man to help retrieve the victum's for their Mother is involved. They have resorted to plan B....I shall speak to Lyle Jeffs then for a moment; since he is behind the attact on me....I have read Warren JEffs words saying Richard Cooke had a judgement upon him......and You was the messengar....Why then are you trying to take me down; when Warren Jeffs sent you to save my life....I will always remember and the words coded behind my back? are you all as dis-honest as that? can you also say you have betrayed, or was the messenger a liar? was you my freind, or Ricahrd Cooke's hired assasin, friend? This is a public notice to Lyle Jeffs........
I have been talking with you Ruth for a while now and I was just woundering if it was you. I bet that the quilts are very pretty.
and I know why people leave your church. Did any of you have evidence of Willard's filty lies about me? I bid you all farewall, ye that destroy lives. I bid you farewall; for he loved the stalking game..If I am not here for you to torment, because of his lies; he will have to find some one else to cheat and hate.....farewell, all you great saints that loved to hate me......for you did or you would not have loved his lies......No wonder people leave this church and end up hating you...I forgive you for tormenting me for his lie....good by, you that hated me, and never did anything with me.....I am sorry to dispapoint you all, by having them not be true.....
You need psychiatric help.
Amen & Amen
They all said I was crazy for reporting abuse, and I suppose when the men get away with anything and torment woman, for a lie; then you could suppose I was crazy.....Too bad no one cared about the truth...hu? yup...I bet Richard Cooke was all of your hero's.....I wonder why Mother threw him out...I have not figured that out yet, after all he did and what she did to cover it up......weird...I suppose he and she will never tell me...Why did she throw her adored darling out....her and grace.....weird....
Please Anonymous.....with all the dots.....in all your posts....
Could you please, please explain why you keep repeating your stories over and over and over again here? What is it you are trying to accomplish???
Do you want to argue with someone?
Do you want sympathy?
Is there anything anyone reading this blog can do for you?
What do you want from readers who maybe like me have heard you say the same things about the same people so many times that no one cares to come here any more???
Just Wondering
I think it serves as a kind of therapy for her.
well, what all these long rants do do is serve to illustrate quite clearly that there is no education system at YFZ, or at any FLDS encampment. No one is larning their readin' and writin', but you can shore quote yer scriptures.
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