FLDS Prophet Warren Jeffs may be serving life in prison, but his followers continue with their work on the YFZ Ranch near Eldorado, Texas where the group's white limestone Temple towers over the town they are building. Polygamy, the practice of plural marriage, appears to be alive and well in the Lone Star State, despite laws to the contrary.
Thursday, October 07, 2010
October 2010
Starting a new thread....
85 comments:
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There was a question about why CPS has not took any children from the community.I think that it is because they (CPS) has no evidence of any abuse or neglect that has happened. now I do not know if this is the reason this is what i feel.
try looking at the trouble.......why would they take the children? every one says they did not do anything......and I get blamed for every thing.....They have destroyed my life......I have been blamed...They are making me pay.....for what I never done.....and every one gets paid for it....why would they arrest men who are guilty? they have me to blame for everything.......
and frankly, if they took the children, the men, would not have any more woman, and children to exploit. what would c p s do.....every one would be happy and they would not have any more woman to talk to the media and keep every thing stirred up......why would they take their pay check from the men.......it would put c p s and the media out of bussiness......and you all would not have any more entertainment.........
Trust me cps is not something that anyone wants to deal with.i have dealt with them before and it is not fun. you are right though this is not entertainment for me to see anything like this to happen and no i also believe that no one should be blamed for what has happened to you or anyone. good luck.
Here I make a report of my court case. I do this because I feel like my rights are always violated......course you all know me....I am just a statistic in the creek.....the next girl on the list; from the last one they trashed....The Colorado City Police Department is very skilled at trashing women. I feel like I have already lost my case; because the lawyer appointed to represent me has said that she does not have time for me, and is busy.......She read the Colorado City Police Report and trashed me......Like usual the City has two lawyer's to represent me......Then the secratery went over and lied a lot to the Judge....He did give her a restraining order...and I filed for equal protection....Her testimony agaist the supposed retard.........
That is how they do it you know....first a man beats the woman up....Then calls the cops...then they throw her in a mental hospital and lable her........In my case that was what Richard Cooke done......then he was caught mollesting his grand children and kicked out of the church..........
so the state does an investigation on the police department......and walla; the secretary......great big educated, professional....testifying against the labled retard....and she gets it.........then comes the family....oh, the police report....the Arizona case that gave Richard Cooke and Shirley Cooke soul Custody of the Child they stole...Through force, intimidation and assult......and getting the signature of the parent, behind every ones back in Coconino County...........
and the Mother goes insane at great big brother's house.....Turned away by the wonderful cop.......who also turned in a great wonderful report on the retard........open and closed case right......Judge Calai is the hero....Saved the day and the children.....Right? but they did stop the truth from being presented.......and as the man in the news would say; And now for the rest of the story........Utah had already given the Mother soul Custody......they had already said she was fit......and after the great lie to an Arizona Judge who never seen the Mother; was again taken to the Utah Court.....for there was an attempt to take these children away by their father.....Not the Kidnappers but the Father..........and the Judge denied the petetion.......and the Mother maintained custody.......
and with the Arizona Lawyer screaming at the retard.......all evedence was not presented......and who did stop this.....The Great Colorado City, Educated, Wonderful cops......but wait........now, comes the rest of the story.......When the Mother decided she would have to excape Richard Cooke or die....she went of meds......Her family did have such a fit....Why.....They would have to tell of their abuse.....but her doctor said she was getting better...and her case was closed....Her counlor wrote a letter saying she was not a danger to anyone.......
and her case was closed......she could go get her children right? but the one's who stole her children did not want anyone to know; so they demand her back on the meds.......Richard Cooke is caught and put out......No one bother's to mention that in the police report.......and no one bother's to mention that the case was already reheard in a Utah court.....and the counslor already wrote a letter...and no one had a right to keep my son from me......no one........and I am punished for another man's sin again and again and again........but they will all get caught.......for they did that to a lot of woman.......Helaman told me he only beat a woman up if she needs it........I know......and when they are done harrassing a person they do get out their camera's and write up the report to eliminate the truth.........I mean the City has two lawyers to represent them.......
but the lawyer for the supposed retard has already read the police report...She has already decided the Mother is stupid....There was no mention of the Utah Court order....No mention that Richard Cooke was caught abusing children and put out.....No mention that the Doctor had already closed the case...No mention that the counslor had already written a good report......No mention that the Mother had been beaten up by different cops at different times......one who died not long ago........
no mention that this Mother had already been beaten up by a few cops and they had already been removed from the force and it was stamped on her paper that she should never have been arrested as a crimnal....new cop...opps made a mistake.......but not new to gossip.....oh, she was the retard, the one no one cared about.....oh, but they never said that......they just smiled as they slamed her head on the ground...no questions asked..........
and this is dedicated to the men who abused Donna Marie Cooke.......Sr. Rogers did try to abort her....I had six weeks left.....She was born with three scars. One on her head..Sr. Astle saved her.......the first night I had her home she had a head injury that fractured her skull from ear to ear........Shelly Gene Cooke did say she fell from a swing...I did not see her fall. I think it was his lie to cover up his abuse.......Dr. Twiggs said the injury did not fit the story........
Clark Cooke was the cop investigating. I was the only one questioned...Since I had no Idea what really happened to her, NO charges were made......eight years later, I walked in on him abusing her...I called the county.......Remember Connie Presnel.....Kathy Bistline also reported Shelly abusing her.....but he was all flattering you....so he walked free; but was caught in Denver abusing children.........SO, SHELLY GENE COOKE; PLEASE BE A GOOD BY AND CONFESS TO THE WORLD WHAT YOU DID TO HER........
Then Comes Richard Cooke.....with his authoirity........he screams at me and punishes me for loving Donna. and he blames me for her pain, because I love her.........and he goes behind my back into court and takes Custody of Nathan and Mitzi..........of Course the Father to Mitzi does come and claim her now....after his abuse of Donna Marie Cooke..........
And when they was going behind my back into this court to flatter all the Ladies with their fancy story; I was given a drug....Taken into a room that I had no Idea where I was, thrown to the ground and given a drug....A shot in the bottom.....and taken into Coconino County and forced to sign a paper....with my signature every thing looked perfect for the darling Lady Judge, who never seen me.......The Lawyer's were paid....no question's asked......and walla, I walked the gauntlett for Richard Cooke, who walked free; Until he was caught mollesting GEne Cookes children....and HEnery's......and was put out of the Church.............AND SHELLY GENE COOKE WAS THE KEY WITNESS THEY USED AGAINST ME...........AND SO AGAIN SHELLY GENE COOKE TELL THE WORLD WHAT RICHARD COOKE DID TO DONNA MARIE COOKE.........
I will tell you my side......I did take her to Dr. Smith three weeks before she died....She was crying.....Dr. Smith could see no reason for her tears......Richard Cooke had gone to Canada.......when he came back he screamed at me to take her to a doctor....I took her to the clinic...They did tell her to take her down town.....I did..IT was after hours...A man did meet me at Dr. Twiggs office and give her a shot....The office was closed......I seen no one else...I did not know at the time; Richard Cooke handed out drugs to children..........I found out after I came home again and he was put out of the church.
So, I did get away from Richard Cooke and come home.....Things were different..........Grace had married some one else....and afton......but why did they not have him arrested for abusing me and my daughter.....there are only two men left here to get caught.....those that Kidnapped my children and abused my daughter........I have walked the gauntlett for their lies of me........and I have one question left......Why did our police department have on their vidio, me saying I was worried about being abused, and my brother threatened to kill them point blank.....Then Lavisa ran over and got a restraining order on me.........quite the story she made up........and they did not even so much as give my brother a ticket...........so, IT appears to me that our police department protects crime...and targets people who have never committed a crime in their life..............The LOrd will catch them on the rebound....HE always does.........for gossip was never truth............
and now, we get to today; Willard Barlow did marry me.....He beat LeeAnn and Uncle Rulon told LeeAnn he would give her to some one else.......She stayed with a man who beat her, and teased her children........He did tell all his stories about.....Great fantastic stories......It really did get the police department here excited........but they did not ever catch him......they did ignore the evidence; Protect a very abusive man. He was caught in Denver Colorado........abusing three other children that had nothing to do with me......But if any one believed me, and Shelly was caught; willard would not have been able to finish kidnapping me children and turning them over to Shelly Gene Cooke....He tried you know; and Judge Shumate did maintain my custody..........so, how will Willard get out of his lie this time? I have never been charged with a crime....in spite of all the times the Colorado City police have beat me up for what Willard Barlow, Shelly Gene Cooke and Richard Cooke did to Donna Marie Cooke......I wonder which one of them will talk first......They used my Father as an excuse for my emotional problems; which I do not have and I was never raped or mollested by my Father.........So, Shelly Gene Cooke, You start first........I know you fractured her head....I do not suppose this happened at my house....According to the record...you said she fell..I took her to the clinic...Aunt Martha said to watch her.......She looked ok....I was confused....I took her to Dr. Twiggs....She looked ok..He said to watch her.....I did go sit out behind the building to think.....When I went back in, you had taken her back to Dr. Twiggs and said she was throwing up....When I did get to the hospital in Pheonix, where they flew her......Her head was fractured from ear to ear......but you had her between these Dr. Visits......You must have smacked her head in the restroom, why I did sit behind the building to think......The only real thing you have to worry about Shelly Gene Cooke, because it has already been proven beyond a doubt that you are guilty; is what Willard Barlow did to assist you........I know what he did to her, using you and Jack as an excuse.....That I will keep before his face...His sin.....but you can start with yours and help yourself with a plea bargain.....What did Willard have to do with you when you and him ran a dry wall company called, finishing touch drywall.......did he help you abuse her then too....or was you working alone on her...And who was it that had a gun on me....Was that Willard you hired, or did he just assist you willingly.......I am waiting and i have a lot of time to wait.......for you are guilty........
and Shelly Gene Cooke, you and I were the only ones in the house the day Donna supposedly fell from a swing.......I took her to the clinic....Aunt Martha did say to watch her........I was confused..You has said she fell...I then took her to Dr. Twiggs.....He also said to watch her......
I did go sit beside the building to think.....When I did go back, you had taken her into Dr. Twiggs again......He had flown her to Pheonix.....Her head was fractured from ear to ear.....You said you had to go to the bathroom and held her....only then did you do this abuse to her......The only thing not proven is what Willard Barlow did to protect you.........to assist you....make a plea bargain and confess his part........
when you did work with Willard on this finishing touch dry wall bussiness, that Uncle Rulon handed you the money to start, and you cheated every one you ever met with it and Willard Barlow was working with you.......and a man did come to my house to shoot me, did you hire Willard Barlow to do this; or did he just act alone..........
You claim that Willard Cheated you....That is why me and my children always went hungry......but really; I know you cheated every one.......the only thing you have to confess is did you hire Willard to assist you, or was he a willing partner.........he ended up with you company.........and your debt is still sitting at the General Co-operative Merchintile......will you pay sometime? You and your partner.....how many more will you and Willard abuse and torture, why you cheat every one around......Come clean...
Do, you want to pay the debt alone? You have been charged in Colorado...Maybe the family's there that you abused their children on; will want to see that Justice is served....Just like me...........but you are tagged.....none the less.....tagged...tagged....tagged...maybe I never had the money to pay a lawyer...like you and your thieifing partners.....but truth has a way of coming out.......never had the courage to go look those family's over there in Colorado in the eye.......Watch out america....for this one....He smashes his daughter's head and walks away free...why the Mother is persicuted for talking and it is all on record..........
and MIke WAtkiss, do you want the vidio of this cop here, laughing at me, trying to make me grab him, and Katies boy also saying, why do you not grab me, why they made fun of me for what Richard Cooke and Shelly did to Donna Maire Cooke? and I never grabbed anyone....and then they wrote out a great fancy report....Had it been true they could have filmed it all.....Yes, the Media does have a part....These cops would get away with anything with out it sometimes...........do you suppose they are done harrassing me yet; or will they kill me like they did my daughter......? that is the only question I have?
I forgot one thing? I can not even complain about Flora after seeing these cops in action..........no, wonder they paid for the show, with your taxes........nice job, Police Department...Cost the City a lot I suppose........I will continue to pick up your trash........and keep the tab; for a lie weighs a lot upon a soul........It is yours; not mine...enjoy what you bought......
and they have a vote in my city for Terry Goddard. An advertizement. Do you suppose I will vote for him? That is funny...I went to one of his meetings...That was before he arrested Warren Jeffs........He did make fun of the religion here in Colorado City.....If I was to vote, it would not be for him.....I would vote for honest people....Not him, Not Matt Smith, Not any of them.......The great attorney General's.........Who will you vote for? Those who let crimanal's walk free and allow inacent people to walk free......vote for them? I do not think so.......
really how can any of you tell, who is truthful and who is not? with every dishonest person here and there..........yet, if all saved themselves we would be better........I laready know they will come in against us....Uncle Rulon said they would...there will be a cop on every door, and when they come thousands will drop dead around us. then the pure in heart....the ones who are honest will be left........and none will be left to harrass us...and it will be those from heaven protecting us.....It is closer...the day of our deliverance.......
The only question I have is why these cops would lie. I have nothing against them. I have done them no wrong. why would they lie? what would they have to gain? Sure, when Richard Cooke was here they could have just said that they did not know. But he was caught abusing children and put out of the church...His wife was given to another...Whey then would the cops out right lie? It makes no sense to me....Why would they lie to a Judge that they felt like gave them every thing they asked. Why lie.......I am very confused why they would want me harmed......Now, it makes a little sense why Richard Cooke was so confident in his assult on me........and it is difficult to know with who is honest and who is not....It used to be, I trusted these people.......but now? why would they defend tratior's and people that hurt others........last week my brother's car was vandalized......I do not know who did it...I was told by a cop that if my finger prints were on it, I would be a suspect.....Only his and his children were on it....so they are not going to blame me for everything...I thought he would.......I never do anything to harm anyone; and these cops protect abuse and hate me.......why? why would they do that to me? Why did they not protect me and my daughter? but I have hope; It may have been a long time; But Shelly was caught....Richard Cooke was caught...The other two will be.....It is just a matter of time........one day I will get wise and they will get caught.......I owe it to my daughter......for what they did to her....One day they will get caught........Two already were....only two more to go, for what they did to her......
and where was these people to protect me and her? Connie Presenel, why did you betray us, when Kathy reported abuse? Ruth Huth, why did you betray us when I reported abuse....Sr. Smith, why did every one turn their back on me when I reported abuse.........and why do our cops betray me? I reported abuse when Shelly mollested her that last day........How horrid you all are........Marie, You knew.....you was there when you came, when Shelly left....Why did you betray me and my daughter......Mother you stood and watched men abuse me all my life. Why did you betray me? why did you betray me and my daughter? Why did you not arrest may father, and Richard Cooke......? Why did you not arrest Shelly when he assulted me? Why did you all betray me? and you cops, why did you not care about me and my daughter? Why did you hate us.....LeeAnn you said Willard teased and tormented your children.....I seen him beat them? Why did you lie and betray me and my daughter....Dr. Loyde, you had on record of my ribs being broken, when I ran away from Willard and him beating me. why did you betray me and my daughter? Do you think the Lord is going to overlook your flattering lies? Why did you hate me and my daughter and cover up abuse? and Shelly how could you? how could any of you......?
and do you think that just because Richard Cooke could put me in a hospital and put me on medicine that I did not need that almost made me die, because I was alergic to it; is going to change your lies.......Why? Why did you hate me? there is a boy in Salt Lake who did tell me that he was drinking and doing drugs and was in a wreck and our Police department let him walk free and arrested the other boy, with him, just because of who he was.
but why did they hate me? I never drank. I never did drugs. I never did anything wrong....I never even got trafic tickets and yet no one cared when I was beat up. No one cared. No one cared about the truth.....why did you all betray me.........Dr. Twiggs, I did take my daughter to you, because I did think Shelly was molleting her...She had an infection....You did not even do a swab on her to see what he did............
and why do you not all write to WArren Jeffs and tell him your sick, gross, crimes. do yourselfs a favor and confess....It is not like the Lord can not see you......what about it Alvin Barlow...why do you not tell the world how you beat kendal, your handicap son on the bus, when I was in school....And Eva tell how you beat your children so horrid.....and, Marie, what about your drinking in LasVagas and your boy friend in Cedar City....and you think that with all your lies you can run me out of town......Why did you all betray me and my daughter?
and JOhnathon Roundy, Tell how you did smoke marijana one time....Helamon tell how you beat woman up...Submit the vidio of your men beating me up.......why these sick men abused my daughter.....I bet Willard thinks beating me up is just normal, after haveing friend, cops like you......And I bet you would use deadly force on someone, and who would know the difference......and Johnathon with his tazar.......It would kill me in an instant, because I have a heart defect and I am alergic to chemicals....I can not even use the hand soap in the store with out almost choking to death..........but you great big hero's protecting abusers....it would not take much to use your deadly force on me. Would it now?
and i owe my voice to my daughter you did betray...Me and her.....Uncle Rulon said Shelly was the son of perdition....He said he loved me......He told Mother, Richard, Lorin, Warren Jeffs, and me this......who did care what he said? did any of you? is that why you betrayed me? and you honestly think you are my judge.....I am just glad I am not you, when you have to look Donna Marie Cooke in the face.....why did you betray us, and let predator's walk free? And aunt Martha, did you care, when I reported abuse, or would you have liked to lock me in a little closet like you did Flora.....She was abused too, and her Father walked free.....oh, but you let the Lord be the Judge...That is fine...Why did you all harrass and harrass, and harrass me for doing right....? oh, but when did you ever even do any thing with me anyhow.......I was not a Holm...so, you did all betray me....Why?
and if they try to sue me for slander on the blog; well, they hired Brooke Adams and the Truth Will Prevail blogs to slam me first...The only thing they did forget to put on there is the truth. So, I know that the Truth will Prevail.........I am not crazy....I have not ever had a mental break down....I am not mentally ill....I am not a danger or a threat to any one......
I have come to the conclusion that our cops would do any thing dishonest to destroy my life......and I know that in the reserection day the only thing they will be able to submit to the Judge is the truth......The Lord being the Judge........Why would these cops do this to me? Why would they protect abusers that stole me in the night, robbed me and threw me out to starve to death.......
funny how it goes....Some of those cops are gone......some of them and the traitor's in the begining....but the gossipers who kept the lie around did stay.....I wonder what it was about Shelly and Richard that made me be so hated....Why is it that these cops would not protect children and women.....They always loved the lies.....I am writing just in case I go to jail and die there......I knew those cops would not ever let me have a life......I knew better than to trust anyone...In a court they can only go by evidence submitted..They are very skilled in the law.........and they use it to hurt who they want...not defend truth.........
and in the begining, they had the money and the fist....did you know a person can not write to a judge...They have to have a lawyer and submit things....so any one can hire a judge and a lawyer to murder someone for them......nice way to submit lies and stupid stuff....first they beat a person up and then force them on drugs and they are slammed...I knew a lady that said she was an alcholic, and had been in recovery for three years...Her child did report Richard Cooke mollesting them on the bus....She did complain and these cops did beat her up, and then vidio her reaction and put her in a hospital...she was alergic to these drugs and had a very bad reaction........
I had the privlede of getting those children in her house some care......why did these cops not care? The children were so beautiful...........oh, they were not in the church here....That is why the cops could not care.....they only protect people in their church and people they can hire to serve them........so really, my defense is like before.....The judge is paid by the state...My lawyer is paid by the state....Their lawyer is paid by the state.....and they are hired by the state....So, really who would ever defend me? and then they all hang the victum's up to dry and say the state is persicuting them....Then they start on another girl.........great, nice cops....nice little kittys......terriorist that you are............the ones that are...I am not saying they are all like that...but after what they done to me, they can flatter anyone they like.......God will Judge them in the end...and my daughters blood is upon their hands, and mine too.....because they would have done me in if they could have........then they seal the file......like right after Cathy died, she died of a stitched bowl...the Dr. oop'sed.........she said Shelly was stalking her too.....
and when Richard Cooke was here, he did force me.....He did tell me on tape that if I did not willingly submitt myself to his abuse, I would never see my daughter again......They took me to a judge after they threw me down and gave me a drug, and there was a strange woman sitting there.....I was not really aware I was in court...I was too drugged.....She said she was there to defend me......This other strange person sat at a different table.......the Judge asked me my father's name......I did tell him Richard Cooke, because at that time Richard Cooke was married to my Mother......the Judge did say because I did not know who my father was, I was court ordered treatment for six months....and the first drug, I was alergic too....so they switched it...The second drug I was alergic too. They did switch it.....Medicine they called it.....my rights stripped by child mollesters, I called it.........Child Mollester's and their hired hand's.....MOney will get a person anything now days. especially if you throw your victum down and drug them frist.......
and after the third medicine, I could not understand anything I did read.....I was very keenly aware of what was going on, but had very distorted sense of things.........and I did get my records after I went off, and was better enough to read again......
There was a man on the street of Fredonia....He did smoke Marajana, and who knows what else.....He did look at my pills and tell me that they was worse than meth on the street......He did help me go off..He had some herbs he helped me go down slow........
and I got better.....Richard Cooke got kicked out and I lived, by some mericle; I lived......and the doctor said I was getting better....... and really I have forgiven them...The Lord is the Judge.....may these Murder's have justace.....for it is their inheratance......My inheratance is eternal glory.........and I will forget them...but murders never forget...they have a perfect knowledge.....and that is their hell...they will never forget what they did to my daughter and why we are in great glory; they will have to live with the memory of what they did.......and one day our cops will care enough to want to know the truth..........
Wow that is a lot for one person to endure. You might feel liekthey do not care but maybe on the inside they do. Sorry for the loss of your daughter. This should have never happened to anyone. Hang in there and good luck and like you have said no one is to judge but god himself.
Thank You....I like my world of being alone....How-ever since I have told the truth, about what happened to me, and most the people who done this to me are old, and it will soon be forgotton, I shall move on......I shall forget them as if they never were, and I will always remember my daughter.....my children....
you are so welcome Do you have your chldren or do they. Iwish more people had your kind of trust. It seems as though you miss them very much. doyou miss being in the ranch or colorado city at all. I know that is a major question to be answered. remember GOD has a plan for you. He has a plan for all of us some times we just do not knowwhat that plan is.
my boys are grown and i have a relationship with them now...My daugher died......I have a sixteen year old boy who will not live long. and a daughter that is eleven......my children love me a great deal.....soon she will be with me.......as soon as she is big enough to leave him....I will not sue him......I do not like arguments........she will soon leave him like the rest......but my children are beautiful........
Dear Richard Cooke; I wonder what it would have been like to have been as loved as you........they all said you was my Priesthood head why you sabataged my life......I am sure you enjoyed it......but what would it have been like to have been loved......loved for me....Your lie was huge.....and your family loved you greatly for your lie....but I wonder what it would have been like to have been loved; ever......I am never praying for a father again....I am not needing one........two like Dick and Jack was all I could stomic.........This lawyer slammed me for your lie today; after the cops slammed me for your lie, after Lorin slammed me for your lie......So, let me know what it was like to be as loved as you............I bet if you run over to Fredonia they will give you a great hero's medal...and Colorado City; for how great your lie was portrayed.....I bet in the spirit world, you and Johnathon will get the greatest medal of honor, for destroying the most lives.........Talk to you later...........
here I was arrested for not haveing a letter from my counslor and not complying with the law.....In Utah I have soul custody.....and they took custody behind my back in Arizona...Then took me back into Utah and Judge Shumate again gave me soul custody....I also have a letter to go with the Arizona custody papers that say I can see my son......and I was arrested for not complying with the law....The city lawyer is slaughtering me..........I will not defend myself......If my life was not worth more than that to these cops and my dishonest brother, then what is left to say? they swore to uphold the truth and the law.......and also, I was put in that house by uncle Rulon and no one but him had a right to remove me.....and this is a pubilic message to Hyrum......Your lawyer said I could not follow a simple instruction and could not understand the Arizona custody paper..........what will you tell the Lord when you get there? I will tell you what I will say. Uncle Rulon said, "I am required to forgive all men, and the Lord will forgive who he will." I love Uncle Rulon with all my heart and will only tell you and your fancy City Lawyer this....I am required to forgive all me, and the Lord will forgive who he will.......I never sue......You are forgiven....I will not defend myself........have a good day......Ruth
I was looking at the map of earth quakes around Californa and out to page and it appears that soon Utah and Arizona will soon be Ocean front property......There was a little earth quake in Page arizona too......and tornado's in flagstaff, and snow balls in phoenix....the weather is odd....maybe soon people will spend their money on building lifes instead of suing and lieing........
HEre is a video segment I dedicate to Johnathon and his great police force; although the first cop that beat me up for a man's lie is dead......Here is to you all;;;;;; Officer Bubbles.....I will call all these coward cops, that beat up women for lies of men, Officer Bubbles.......sweet, I bet you that is who trained them.......Yes sir, officer Bubbles.......
Hey I was just checking in my youngest daughter got sick and the hospital were i live admitted her, i hope she is better now. i understabd your point about how some cops dont care but in the same since a lot of them do care.
I do not talk to Laurene......sorry. I very seldom talk to anyone.....They came out in herds and yelled at us to go away...we never....then they sabataged my boys life; or tried.....and we made plans.........then I was shot in the head...and had another person try to shoot me, and missed.....I vidoed them...........and I go into the store once in a while, and get insulted.....but they have stopped making fun of me there.......but only one soul really ever speaks to me....I am supposed to be Willard's retard....I am not.....and all.....but if Laurene misses you, I am sure she ill contact you....post her a message...why post one to me? I am taking classes......but one day Willard will have to account for his gross lie and abuse.......Ask Laurene to contact you......post to her.....maybe she still reads this blog
If you was talking to me Uncle Willy, I would only say this; why did every one betray me, when Shelly, Willard, and Richard abused me.......? and why did no one care about me? And as far as knowing who I am? what does that matter? speak your peace; are you threatening me too....like every one else for the lie?
Uncle Willy is a one eyed snake. If that is who you are 11/26/2010 5:28 PM. Heavenly Father, please protect Ruth and glorify her. Please guard Laurene and protect her with love.
I am looking for my two sons who were kidnapped from me at the age of twelve and ten.....Brandon Cooke and Cody Cooke........They were put on work projects by Willard BArlow who did own Finishing touch drywall. Shelly Cooke also did own this company.....Willard Barlow did take my sons out of school, beat them very baddly and then beat them for talking about his abuse, because I called nine one one......He did beat me up too. and I have seen Cody And Brandon two times since......if you have any information as to where my sons are please let me know at ruthjcooke65_@hotmail.com.......I have found one son.......They are very wonderful sons.......I am looking for the other two.......
Willard wouldn't beat a fly Ruth, why do you continue to go on and on in your bad feelings? It's time to let them go, time to show what kind of woman you are....Forgive all men, and let the Lord decide if He can. You gain nothing by continuing in your rancor and ill will. How can you vacilate between forgiveness and hate so much?? You must take one side or the other Ruth. Either resign yourself to the hatred that consumes you, or take up your cross and follow the example of the one you say you follow and will claim you, the Lord and Savior. Forgive and forget, or continue the grudge and the ill will and see where you end up...I pray for you, and do love you...I wish the bad didn't happen to you, but it has, and nothing can change that now....It gains you nothing to continue carrying on about it now.
yes, that was all Willards lie, that you all passed around. I do not hate Willard.....I never have.....and I did not hate my father.....I did not hate Richard Cooke in what he did either, or Shelly....I am willing to let the Lord be the judge....How about you......for all men come up before the Lord....If in the hour of reserection the Lord does crown Willard, all you really will have is your judgment of me; but I know the Lord too well, to even consider that his lie will rule for-ever........Uncle WArren said that those who do bring about these law suits to destroy., will be destroyed, for the Lord does see all....I feel only to advice ever soul to walk with the lord and leave judgment to him...even judgment of me......for he is just......I have read Warren Jeffs paper.....Can Willard excape a just God? Can you? I have forgiven you for slamming me, for my oppinion and my truth......I have forgiven you all for what you did to me...for the insults, the assumption that you know my feelings.....and heart.......and One part Willards lie, is that my Father hurt me so...He never.....I always told him no.....but Willard was the one who did abuse me the most...so tell the Lord about his fies and your judgment and accusations of me......I do not want to hear how a gross filthy man has so many people who loved his lie....The Lord is the Judge...leave it to him lest it also consumes you.......I owe my daughter the testomony to the World about how Willard Barlow, Shelly Cooke and Richard Cooke abused her and no one cared, and they let these filthy men walk free, why I was persicted and hated...and the Lord has recorded it...so petition him...not me...for Willard and his flies......and in Heaven Donna herself will tell the story of the men who abused her.......for it is written.....
And I like Donna, and Margean will stand with Jesus and testify, how I was persicuted beyond reason for Willard Barlow's filthy lies.....and you all enjoyed his filth........If you hate me, tell the Lord.....If you judge me tell the Lord...If you love me tell the Lord...for I have closed my ears to your insults......There was a group of tornado's in Flagstaff...can you say that if you were standing before the Lord this day; you are perfect......and did he aouthorize you to stand in judgment of me, and persicute me, for Willard Barlow's great lie....and why then did LeeAnn run away from him, and then say he had quit beating her......yes, it is time to stop speaking...for you all loved a lie....but as I am tormented and persicuted for his lie......I only say, I have forgiven you....and wish you all the blessings the Lord has in store for you....You that judge me......and when Willard Barlow, could not beat me up, with you all looking, he used the government to harrass me for his lie.....but who ever is speaking to me, in judgment and say they love me; I have forgiven you...I do not know you, for you come in secret to attact me.......but I forgive you.....
You know being a person who forgives can give you great strength. when a person has been so abused it will take a lot to trust another personand also to forgive what has been done in the past.Ihave had pretty awful things happen to me and every now and again old memories flot back. I do get very angry but in the same time I am very glad that this part of my life is over. Let god take you step by step. See where he will lead you.
and I do not recall saying that Willard Barlow would beat a fly.....he beat me. He broke my ribs and your fancy doctor recorded it.....He beat his children; and I hear their crys.....but like Marie, and Rebecca and the other's and my father; they live like you.....I suppose you think Jack would not hurt a fly too......I bet you would say that Shelly is perfect too....I bet you would even Idalize Alvin Barlow and say he never beat his children too.....How, well I know you.....You who lie....but WArren Jeffs put out a proclomation to the government.....did you read it....and how honest men walk with the Lord; and all men are accountable...or do you claim to think What Warren Jeffs says is folly.....for there was a lot of tornado's in flagstaff; and a great sunomie wave in New Orleans...every day a person dies.......and goes to make an account....no man lives longer than two hundred years......and my son has died......now, Mother has nothing to hurt me with...Her and Richards lie.....may he rest in peace, for Willard Barlow will never torment, and tease him again.......
You know, when my father was here, and abused my older sister's, My Mother's did nothing.....when Richard Cooke was here and abused his children, My Mother's did nothing....they took my children by force from me.....but when I went out and talked to the other's Richard Cooke's abuse was not a secret.....and really Willard Barlow is not a secret too....All those that live with him know his abuse...his beatings, and deciet......but they all pretend.......Pretend he is good...I do not care any more.....His lie is his......and it is written in the heaven.....and if anything but filth would have come out of his mouth, you would have loved me......and if you would have loved me, he would have hated you....because he loved contention and lies, and persicution......and every soul on earth knows their sin; their deeds....and I...I know that When I leave this earth, I shall be crowned in the celestial Kingdom, and I really do not care who of you hate and persicute me for Willard's lie......the time is too short......Life is too short; to waste on a man's lies.......but thank you for the test....for it is written that the Lords people will be a tried people......and I have only been shot at, like Joseph Smith....I have not been shot by a mob as Joseph was.....may I be worthy....and I forgive you all for Protecting Willard Barlow, who is a filthy preditor, and persicuting me for his lie....I have forgiven you...In the reserection day; you may meet the souls you helped him destroy; with your insults and accusations...but until you meet Jesus face to face......I believe that Uncle Rulon taught us to leave Judgement to the Lord...for it is his; and none can read the heart and mind, but Jesus; and since almost every soul there hanging around Willard Barlow and the filth that comes out of his mouth, never did anything with me, or cared...judge not what you know not, lest Judgment falls upon you, and the blood of the saints does cry to God, for vengance upon you.....and what you did to me, I have forgiven you.....and your children...the one's who persicute with out a cause.......but please do not tell me you love me, when that was not true......You loved Willard and his lie......beyond a doubt.....
and I will never have the pain of seeing two woman who beat their own children and critazised them, and looked the other way when the grossest men assulted thier daughter's and thought they had a right to steal my children; for preditor's when every one knew it; and thought they had a right to judge me....for Marie, I wrote to Uncle Warren and confessed to all my family's sins....You know yours...I never drank in my life...I did not go to bars....I did not kiss men......I did not stick my legs out of my car, for trucker's to look at.....You was my best friend.....I have never had an affair...I never turned myself in to get married....I did not want married...and I will never let you force me to submit to a filthy man again....You claim God did to me, what was done.....You are not God.....and you betrayed me.....I have not forgotton; and you have not......yes, it was easy for Willard to destroy my life...for you all loved his filthy lies......his lies was your God...And Willard, Brad in Cedar City knows your lie..so does LeeAnn.....I read your letter offering her to him......and the drugs he sells using herbs as a cover.......yes, they Idalized Willard Barlow's lie.....beyond a doubt.....but who can keep a secret from the Lord...who can stop their memory?????judge me not, lest the blood of Donna Marie stain your hands like it does Willard Barlow.........
Ruth, you are a chrysalis, a person of beauty about to be reborn. Once one of your sisters believed she was a chrysalis, but she failed. You will not fail.
I do not believe that she has failed....Here again is a judgment.....Willard Barlow has recieved a promise from Warren Jeffs, that he will be destroyed in the flesh.....When Val was oppressing me the worst, and screaming at me; he fell over dead.....and when Hyrum Roundy attacted me for Willard Barlow's lie, there was eight tornado's in Flagstaff......Here again is the lie, that I am a chrysalis, and be reborn........I am a perfect, beautiful spirit woman of light....I always have been and will be long after the New Jerusalum has been rebuilt.......I was reborn at eight years old......
and all Laurene really wanted was some one to care....The Lord cares....Her story was a fantasy, to pretend some one loved her.....They do love her, and always have....She just should not have expected it to be people in my family; Marie and company loves hurting other's......that is her fantasy.....but in the end the Lord is the Judge..Not Marie......but I love them both....maybe one day they will not need a fantasy; and will live in kindness and leave judgement to the Lord.....Laurene was always a beautiful person...She just let people who hated her and persicuted her affect her.....that is all......and really if it had not been her, it would have been some one else.....for Richard Cooke, Jack Cooke, Willard Barlow, Shelly Cooke, they were the ones who betrayed the Prophet.....Val's best friend in cane beds tried to kill his wife, right after Val died......He was a drug distributor......I heard he will never get out of jail....I learned more about people using drugs in Colorado City, from Willard Barlow and Val Jessop than anyother time in my life.....but I am not really afraid......Val went to Payette Idaho to pay his dues....I wonder what lie he tried to tell the Lord........and Richard Cooke went to Ashole Idoho....Yes, the Lord has a sense of humor......Willard Barlow, will likly end up in a place called, dregs payable.....for his lie.....enjoy; for who can lie to the Lord? and our hour is here.....
and frankly, Laurene confessed on national telivision to what Jack did....she was writing a book to glorify him....He is and was a filthy predator.......that is truth....She did not fail......and Val confessed on national telivision to having imoral problems.....so, I do not have to have a fantisy world, or become a chrysalis.......I am a woman no one cared about....from the day I was born to now....but I heard that my Father confessed to abusing my Mother too....He treated her as if she did not exist...Yes, I know...I became the Mother of the family at eight years old....taking care of my Mother and Father...I have retried from the job....She too will have to account to the Lord....just like the rest of us.....and maybe her Ice Cube heart will melt a little; and Willard Barlow will have to account for his abuse.......but me, I am a perfect, spirit, woman of light........My mission on earth is to promote peace, love and kindness.....I will have that chance for perfect success after the retrun of the city of Enoch....But thank you for your kindness.....for in order to have perfect love and peace, I have to be with people willing to have it too.......soon I will have that chance.....and no one will oppress me.......
Donna Marie Cooke could not speak. I can.....Willard Barlow, will not excape the justace for what he did to her....all men die....and with him he will take his lie, and the record of his abuse.....hate me or love me...it really does not matter, for everything is recorded in the Lords book.....and can he lie to the Lord?....It was easy for him to lie to you and them and they; for his lie was Idalized...but to the Lord it will be recorded as a perfect record, and what he did will not be hidden...so love his lie if you must to flatter yourself; until you have to make an account for protecting filthy preditor's......
and in loving memory of my beautiful son, that I loved with all my heart.....son, you were the one I asked the Lord for; and you came....and I am comforted that you will never suffer again........I know you went back to heaven as perfect and pure as the day you came.....Nathan Tyler Cooke passed away......In heaven we will be together, with out fear of being oppressed because I love you and you love me.....Warren Jeffs gave me a special blessing for the love and care I gave my daughter.......You loved her, and me, and was faithful to the end....My beautiful, pefect son.....I would say goodby, but we will never be parted....You just walked sooner into the next life than me......I will be looking forward to being with you again....my perfect, beautiful son I love with all my heart.....
maybe Mother, Lorin and Willard did not get the message....they did make a funeral paper on Nathan saying he was Willard and my son....this is a public notice that I have no connetion or affiliation to Willard Marion Barlow...His debts are his....He is a liar and a thief...I am humiliated that I know him.....He kidnapped my children for me, and cheated a lot of people.....anything he does has nothing to do with me....I know my family has to have a liar and a thief to put on a pedistle...My Mother especially......so they did hurt me more than words can say..but Mother you only have about twenty years left to insult me; before you go to heaven to make an account....but I am not trying to dig up the hurt, the lies and the past....you all know your lie....HERE IS A PUBLIC NOTICE.....I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH WILLARD MARION BARLOW....I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS DEBTS OR HIS SINS.......THAT PAPER WAS A GREAT HUMILIATION...JUST LIKE HIM AND HIS LIES..........MOTHER, YOU WILL NEVER HURT ME AGAIN...THE LORD TOOK WHAT YOU STOLE FROM ME, THROUGH FORCE AND CORRUPT ME......AND IT IS RECORDED......IF YOU HAD LOVED ME, YOU WOULD HAVE STOOD FOR TRUTH...NOT THE LIES OF THESE FILTHY MEN......AND ONE DAY I WILL BE A HUMAN TO YOU..AND YOU WILL HEAR ME, INSTEAD OF ALWAYS PROTECTING ABUSE.....
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There was a question about why CPS has not took any children from the community.I think that it is because they (CPS) has no evidence of any abuse or neglect that has happened. now I do not know if this is the reason this is what i feel.
try looking at the trouble.......why would they take the children? every one says they did not do anything......and I get blamed for every thing.....They have destroyed my life......I have been blamed...They are making me pay.....for what I never done.....and every one gets paid for it....why would they arrest men who are guilty? they have me to blame for everything.......
and frankly, if they took the children, the men, would not have any more woman, and children to exploit. what would c p s do.....every one would be happy and they would not have any more woman to talk to the media and keep every thing stirred up......why would they take their pay check from the men.......it would put c p s and the media out of bussiness......and you all would not have any more entertainment.........
Trust me cps is not something that anyone wants to deal with.i have dealt with them before and it is not fun. you are right though this is not entertainment for me to see anything like this to happen and no i also believe that no one should be blamed for what has happened to you or anyone. good luck.
Here I make a report of my court case. I do this because I feel like my rights are always violated......course you all know me....I am just a statistic in the creek.....the next girl on the list; from the last one they trashed....The Colorado City Police Department is very skilled at trashing women. I feel like I have already lost my case; because the lawyer appointed to represent me has said that she does not have time for me, and is busy.......She read the Colorado City Police Report and trashed me......Like usual the City has two lawyer's to represent me......Then the secratery went over and lied a lot to the Judge....He did give her a restraining order...and I filed for equal protection....Her testimony agaist the supposed retard.........
That is how they do it you know....first a man beats the woman up....Then calls the cops...then they throw her in a mental hospital and lable her........In my case that was what Richard Cooke done......then he was caught mollesting his grand children and kicked out of the church..........
so the state does an investigation on the police department......and walla; the secretary......great big educated, professional....testifying against the labled retard....and she gets it.........then comes the family....oh, the police report....the Arizona case that gave Richard Cooke and Shirley Cooke soul Custody of the Child they stole...Through force, intimidation and assult......and getting the signature of the parent, behind every ones back in Coconino County...........
and the Mother goes insane at great big brother's house.....Turned away by the wonderful cop.......who also turned in a great wonderful report on the retard........open and closed case right......Judge Calai is the hero....Saved the day and the children.....Right? but they did stop the truth from being presented.......and as the man in the news would say; And now for the rest of the story........Utah had already given the Mother soul Custody......they had already said she was fit......and after the great lie to an Arizona Judge who never seen the Mother; was again taken to the Utah Court.....for there was an attempt to take these children away by their father.....Not the Kidnappers but the Father..........and the Judge denied the petetion.......and the Mother maintained custody.......
and with the Arizona Lawyer screaming at the retard.......all evedence was not presented......and who did stop this.....The Great Colorado City, Educated, Wonderful cops......but wait........now, comes the rest of the story.......When the Mother decided she would have to excape Richard Cooke or die....she went of meds......Her family did have such a fit....Why.....They would have to tell of their abuse.....but her doctor said she was getting better...and her case was closed....Her counlor wrote a letter saying she was not a danger to anyone.......
and her case was closed......she could go get her children right? but the one's who stole her children did not want anyone to know; so they demand her back on the meds.......Richard Cooke is caught and put out......No one bother's to mention that in the police report.......and no one bother's to mention that the case was already reheard in a Utah court.....and the counslor already wrote a letter...and no one had a right to keep my son from me......no one........and I am punished for another man's sin again and again and again........but they will all get caught.......for they did that to a lot of woman.......Helaman told me he only beat a woman up if she needs it........I know......and when they are done harrassing a person they do get out their camera's and write up the report to eliminate the truth.........I mean the City has two lawyers to represent them.......
but the lawyer for the supposed retard has already read the police report...She has already decided the Mother is stupid....There was no mention of the Utah Court order....No mention that Richard Cooke was caught abusing children and put out.....No mention that the Doctor had already closed the case...No mention that the counslor had already written a good report......No mention that the Mother had been beaten up by different cops at different times......one who died not long ago........
no mention that this Mother had already been beaten up by a few cops and they had already been removed from the force and it was stamped on her paper that she should never have been arrested as a crimnal....new cop...opps made a mistake.......but not new to gossip.....oh, she was the retard, the one no one cared about.....oh, but they never said that......they just smiled as they slamed her head on the ground...no questions asked..........
and this is dedicated to the men who abused Donna Marie Cooke.......Sr. Rogers did try to abort her....I had six weeks left.....She was born with three scars. One on her head..Sr. Astle saved her.......the first night I had her home she had a head injury that fractured her skull from ear to ear........Shelly Gene Cooke did say she fell from a swing...I did not see her fall. I think it was his lie to cover up his abuse.......Dr. Twiggs said the injury did not fit the story........
Clark Cooke was the cop investigating. I was the only one questioned...Since I had no Idea what really happened to her, NO charges were made......eight years later, I walked in on him abusing her...I called the county.......Remember Connie Presnel.....Kathy Bistline also reported Shelly abusing her.....but he was all flattering you....so he walked free; but was caught in Denver abusing children.........SO, SHELLY GENE COOKE; PLEASE BE A GOOD BY AND CONFESS TO THE WORLD WHAT YOU DID TO HER........
Then Comes Richard Cooke.....with his authoirity........he screams at me and punishes me for loving Donna. and he blames me for her pain, because I love her.........and he goes behind my back into court and takes Custody of Nathan and Mitzi..........of Course the Father to Mitzi does come and claim her now....after his abuse of Donna Marie Cooke..........
And when they was going behind my back into this court to flatter all the Ladies with their fancy story; I was given a drug....Taken into a room that I had no Idea where I was, thrown to the ground and given a drug....A shot in the bottom.....and taken into Coconino County and forced to sign a paper....with my signature every thing looked perfect for the darling Lady Judge, who never seen me.......The Lawyer's were paid....no question's asked......and walla, I walked the gauntlett for Richard Cooke, who walked free; Until he was caught mollesting GEne Cookes children....and HEnery's......and was put out of the Church.............AND SHELLY GENE COOKE WAS THE KEY WITNESS THEY USED AGAINST ME...........AND SO AGAIN SHELLY GENE COOKE TELL THE WORLD WHAT RICHARD COOKE DID TO DONNA MARIE COOKE.........
I will tell you my side......I did take her to Dr. Smith three weeks before she died....She was crying.....Dr. Smith could see no reason for her tears......Richard Cooke had gone to Canada.......when he came back he screamed at me to take her to a doctor....I took her to the clinic...They did tell her to take her down town.....I did..IT was after hours...A man did meet me at Dr. Twiggs office and give her a shot....The office was closed......I seen no one else...I did not know at the time; Richard Cooke handed out drugs to children..........I found out after I came home again and he was put out of the church.
So, I did get away from Richard Cooke and come home.....Things were different..........Grace had married some one else....and afton......but why did they not have him arrested for abusing me and my daughter.....there are only two men left here to get caught.....those that Kidnapped my children and abused my daughter........I have walked the gauntlett for their lies of me........and I have one question left......Why did our police department have on their vidio, me saying I was worried about being abused, and my brother threatened to kill them point blank.....Then Lavisa ran over and got a restraining order on me.........quite the story she made up........and they did not even so much as give my brother a ticket...........so, IT appears to me that our police department protects crime...and targets people who have never committed a crime in their life..............The LOrd will catch them on the rebound....HE always does.........for gossip was never truth............
Give it a rest Ruth!
and now, we get to today; Willard Barlow did marry me.....He beat LeeAnn and Uncle Rulon told LeeAnn he would give her to some one else.......She stayed with a man who beat her, and teased her children........He did tell all his stories about.....Great fantastic stories......It really did get the police department here excited........but they did not ever catch him......they did ignore the evidence; Protect a very abusive man. He was caught in Denver Colorado........abusing three other children that had nothing to do with me......But if any one believed me, and Shelly was caught; willard would not have been able to finish kidnapping me children and turning them over to Shelly Gene Cooke....He tried you know; and Judge Shumate did maintain my custody..........so, how will Willard get out of his lie this time? I have never been charged with a crime....in spite of all the times the Colorado City police have beat me up for what Willard Barlow, Shelly Gene Cooke and Richard Cooke did to Donna Marie Cooke......I wonder which one of them will talk first......They used my Father as an excuse for my emotional problems; which I do not have and I was never raped or mollested by my Father.........So, Shelly Gene Cooke, You start first........I know you fractured her head....I do not suppose this happened at my house....According to the record...you said she fell..I took her to the clinic...Aunt Martha said to watch her.......She looked ok....I was confused....I took her to Dr. Twiggs....She looked ok..He said to watch her.....I did go sit out behind the building to think.....When I went back in, you had taken her back to Dr. Twiggs and said she was throwing up....When I did get to the hospital in Pheonix, where they flew her......Her head was fractured from ear to ear......but you had her between these Dr. Visits......You must have smacked her head in the restroom, why I did sit behind the building to think......The only real thing you have to worry about Shelly Gene Cooke, because it has already been proven beyond a doubt that you are guilty; is what Willard Barlow did to assist you........I know what he did to her, using you and Jack as an excuse.....That I will keep before his face...His sin.....but you can start with yours and help yourself with a plea bargain.....What did Willard have to do with you when you and him ran a dry wall company called, finishing touch drywall.......did he help you abuse her then too....or was you working alone on her...And who was it that had a gun on me....Was that Willard you hired, or did he just assist you willingly.......I am waiting and i have a lot of time to wait.......for you are guilty........
and Shelly Gene Cooke, you and I were the only ones in the house the day Donna supposedly fell from a swing.......I took her to the clinic....Aunt Martha did say to watch her........I was confused..You has said she fell...I then took her to Dr. Twiggs.....He also said to watch her......
I did go sit beside the building to think.....When I did go back, you had taken her into Dr. Twiggs again......He had flown her to Pheonix.....Her head was fractured from ear to ear.....You said you had to go to the bathroom and held her....only then did you do this abuse to her......The only thing not proven is what Willard Barlow did to protect you.........to assist you....make a plea bargain and confess his part........
when you did work with Willard on this finishing touch dry wall bussiness, that Uncle Rulon handed you the money to start, and you cheated every one you ever met with it and Willard Barlow was working with you.......and a man did come to my house to shoot me, did you hire Willard Barlow to do this; or did he just act alone..........
You claim that Willard Cheated you....That is why me and my children always went hungry......but really; I know you cheated every one.......the only thing you have to confess is did you hire Willard to assist you, or was he a willing partner.........he ended up with you company.........and your debt is still sitting at the General Co-operative Merchintile......will you pay sometime? You and your partner.....how many more will you and Willard abuse and torture, why you cheat every one around......Come clean...
Do, you want to pay the debt alone? You have been charged in Colorado...Maybe the family's there that you abused their children on; will want to see that Justice is served....Just like me...........but you are tagged.....none the less.....tagged...tagged....tagged...maybe I never had the money to pay a lawyer...like you and your thieifing partners.....but truth has a way of coming out.......never had the courage to go look those family's over there in Colorado in the eye.......Watch out america....for this one....He smashes his daughter's head and walks away free...why the Mother is persicuted for talking and it is all on record..........
and MIke WAtkiss, do you want the vidio of this cop here, laughing at me, trying to make me grab him, and Katies boy also saying, why do you not grab me, why they made fun of me for what Richard Cooke and Shelly did to Donna Maire Cooke? and I never grabbed anyone....and then they wrote out a great fancy report....Had it been true they could have filmed it all.....Yes, the Media does have a part....These cops would get away with anything with out it sometimes...........do you suppose they are done harrassing me yet; or will they kill me like they did my daughter......? that is the only question I have?
I forgot one thing? I can not even complain about Flora after seeing these cops in action..........no, wonder they paid for the show, with your taxes........nice job, Police Department...Cost the City a lot I suppose........I will continue to pick up your trash........and keep the tab; for a lie weighs a lot upon a soul........It is yours; not mine...enjoy what you bought......
and they have a vote in my city for Terry Goddard. An advertizement. Do you suppose I will vote for him? That is funny...I went to one of his meetings...That was before he arrested Warren Jeffs........He did make fun of the religion here in Colorado City.....If I was to vote, it would not be for him.....I would vote for honest people....Not him, Not Matt Smith, Not any of them.......The great attorney General's.........Who will you vote for? Those who let crimanal's walk free and allow inacent people to walk free......vote for them? I do not think so.......
really how can any of you tell, who is truthful and who is not? with every dishonest person here and there..........yet, if all saved themselves we would be better........I laready know they will come in against us....Uncle Rulon said they would...there will be a cop on every door, and when they come thousands will drop dead around us. then the pure in heart....the ones who are honest will be left........and none will be left to harrass us...and it will be those from heaven protecting us.....It is closer...the day of our deliverance.......
The only question I have is why these cops would lie. I have nothing against them. I have done them no wrong. why would they lie? what would they have to gain? Sure, when Richard Cooke was here they could have just said that they did not know. But he was caught abusing children and put out of the church...His wife was given to another...Whey then would the cops out right lie? It makes no sense to me....Why would they lie to a Judge that they felt like gave them every thing they asked. Why lie.......I am very confused why they would want me harmed......Now, it makes a little sense why Richard Cooke was so confident in his assult on me........and it is difficult to know with who is honest and who is not....It used to be, I trusted these people.......but now? why would they defend tratior's and people that hurt others........last week my brother's car was vandalized......I do not know who did it...I was told by a cop that if my finger prints were on it, I would be a suspect.....Only his and his children were on it....so they are not going to blame me for everything...I thought he would.......I never do anything to harm anyone; and these cops protect abuse and hate me.......why? why would they do that to me? Why did they not protect me and my daughter? but I have hope; It may have been a long time; But Shelly was caught....Richard Cooke was caught...The other two will be.....It is just a matter of time........one day I will get wise and they will get caught.......I owe it to my daughter......for what they did to her....One day they will get caught........Two already were....only two more to go, for what they did to her......
and where was these people to protect me and her? Connie Presenel, why did you betray us, when Kathy reported abuse? Ruth Huth, why did you betray us when I reported abuse....Sr. Smith, why did every one turn their back on me when I reported abuse.........and why do our cops betray me? I reported abuse when Shelly mollested her that last day........How horrid you all are........Marie, You knew.....you was there when you came, when Shelly left....Why did you betray me and my daughter......Mother you stood and watched men abuse me all my life. Why did you betray me? why did you betray me and my daughter? Why did you not arrest may father, and Richard Cooke......? Why did you not arrest Shelly when he assulted me? Why did you all betray me? and you cops, why did you not care about me and my daughter? Why did you hate us.....LeeAnn you said Willard teased and tormented your children.....I seen him beat them? Why did you lie and betray me and my daughter....Dr. Loyde, you had on record of my ribs being broken, when I ran away from Willard and him beating me. why did you betray me and my daughter? Do you think the Lord is going to overlook your flattering lies? Why did you hate me and my daughter and cover up abuse? and Shelly how could you? how could any of you......?
and do you think that just because Richard Cooke could put me in a hospital and put me on medicine that I did not need that almost made me die, because I was alergic to it; is going to change your lies.......Why? Why did you hate me? there is a boy in Salt Lake who did tell me that he was drinking and doing drugs and was in a wreck and our Police department let him walk free and arrested the other boy, with him, just because of who he was.
but why did they hate me? I never drank. I never did drugs. I never did anything wrong....I never even got trafic tickets and yet no one cared when I was beat up. No one cared. No one cared about the truth.....why did you all betray me.........Dr. Twiggs, I did take my daughter to you, because I did think Shelly was molleting her...She had an infection....You did not even do a swab on her to see what he did............
and why do you not all write to WArren Jeffs and tell him your sick, gross, crimes. do yourselfs a favor and confess....It is not like the Lord can not see you......what about it Alvin Barlow...why do you not tell the world how you beat kendal, your handicap son on the bus, when I was in school....And Eva tell how you beat your children so horrid.....and, Marie, what about your drinking in LasVagas and your boy friend in Cedar City....and you think that with all your lies you can run me out of town......Why did you all betray me and my daughter?
and JOhnathon Roundy, Tell how you did smoke marijana one time....Helamon tell how you beat woman up...Submit the vidio of your men beating me up.......why these sick men abused my daughter.....I bet Willard thinks beating me up is just normal, after haveing friend, cops like you......And I bet you would use deadly force on someone, and who would know the difference......and Johnathon with his tazar.......It would kill me in an instant, because I have a heart defect and I am alergic to chemicals....I can not even use the hand soap in the store with out almost choking to death..........but you great big hero's protecting abusers....it would not take much to use your deadly force on me. Would it now?
and i owe my voice to my daughter you did betray...Me and her.....Uncle Rulon said Shelly was the son of perdition....He said he loved me......He told Mother, Richard, Lorin, Warren Jeffs, and me this......who did care what he said? did any of you? is that why you betrayed me? and you honestly think you are my judge.....I am just glad I am not you, when you have to look Donna Marie Cooke in the face.....why did you betray us, and let predator's walk free? And aunt Martha, did you care, when I reported abuse, or would you have liked to lock me in a little closet like you did Flora.....She was abused too, and her Father walked free.....oh, but you let the Lord be the Judge...That is fine...Why did you all harrass and harrass, and harrass me for doing right....? oh, but when did you ever even do any thing with me anyhow.......I was not a Holm...so, you did all betray me....Why?
and if they try to sue me for slander on the blog; well, they hired Brooke Adams and the Truth Will Prevail blogs to slam me first...The only thing they did forget to put on there is the truth. So, I know that the Truth will Prevail.........I am not crazy....I have not ever had a mental break down....I am not mentally ill....I am not a danger or a threat to any one......
I have come to the conclusion that our cops would do any thing dishonest to destroy my life......and I know that in the reserection day the only thing they will be able to submit to the Judge is the truth......The Lord being the Judge........Why would these cops do this to me? Why would they protect abusers that stole me in the night, robbed me and threw me out to starve to death.......
funny how it goes....Some of those cops are gone......some of them and the traitor's in the begining....but the gossipers who kept the lie around did stay.....I wonder what it was about Shelly and Richard that made me be so hated....Why is it that these cops would not protect children and women.....They always loved the lies.....I am writing just in case I go to jail and die there......I knew those cops would not ever let me have a life......I knew better than to trust anyone...In a court they can only go by evidence submitted..They are very skilled in the law.........and they use it to hurt who they want...not defend truth.........
and in the begining, they had the money and the fist....did you know a person can not write to a judge...They have to have a lawyer and submit things....so any one can hire a judge and a lawyer to murder someone for them......nice way to submit lies and stupid stuff....first they beat a person up and then force them on drugs and they are slammed...I knew a lady that said she was an alcholic, and had been in recovery for three years...Her child did report Richard Cooke mollesting them on the bus....She did complain and these cops did beat her up, and then vidio her reaction and put her in a hospital...she was alergic to these drugs and had a very bad reaction........
I had the privlede of getting those children in her house some care......why did these cops not care? The children were so beautiful...........oh, they were not in the church here....That is why the cops could not care.....they only protect people in their church and people they can hire to serve them........so really, my defense is like before.....The judge is paid by the state...My lawyer is paid by the state....Their lawyer is paid by the state.....and they are hired by the state....So, really who would ever defend me? and then they all hang the victum's up to dry and say the state is persicuting them....Then they start on another girl.........great, nice cops....nice little kittys......terriorist that you are............the ones that are...I am not saying they are all like that...but after what they done to me, they can flatter anyone they like.......God will Judge them in the end...and my daughters blood is upon their hands, and mine too.....because they would have done me in if they could have........then they seal the file......like right after Cathy died, she died of a stitched bowl...the Dr. oop'sed.........she said Shelly was stalking her too.....
and when Richard Cooke was here, he did force me.....He did tell me on tape that if I did not willingly submitt myself to his abuse, I would never see my daughter again......They took me to a judge after they threw me down and gave me a drug, and there was a strange woman sitting there.....I was not really aware I was in court...I was too drugged.....She said she was there to defend me......This other strange person sat at a different table.......the Judge asked me my father's name......I did tell him Richard Cooke, because at that time Richard Cooke was married to my Mother......the Judge did say because I did not know who my father was, I was court ordered treatment for six months....and the first drug, I was alergic too....so they switched it...The second drug I was alergic too. They did switch it.....Medicine they called it.....my rights stripped by child mollesters, I called it.........Child Mollester's and their hired hand's.....MOney will get a person anything now days. especially if you throw your victum down and drug them frist.......
and after the third medicine, I could not understand anything I did read.....I was very keenly aware of what was going on, but had very distorted sense of things.........and I did get my records after I went off, and was better enough to read again......
There was a man on the street of Fredonia....He did smoke Marajana, and who knows what else.....He did look at my pills and tell me that they was worse than meth on the street......He did help me go off..He had some herbs he helped me go down slow........
and I got better.....Richard Cooke got kicked out and I lived, by some mericle; I lived......and the doctor said I was getting better.......
and really I have forgiven them...The Lord is the Judge.....may these Murder's have justace.....for it is their inheratance......My inheratance is eternal glory.........and I will forget them...but murders never forget...they have a perfect knowledge.....and that is their hell...they will never forget what they did to my daughter and why we are in great glory; they will have to live with the memory of what they did.......and one day our cops will care enough to want to know the truth..........
Wow that is a lot for one person to endure. You might feel liekthey do not care but maybe on the inside they do. Sorry for the loss of your daughter. This should have never happened to anyone. Hang in there and good luck and like you have said no one is to judge but god himself.
Thank You....I like my world of being alone....How-ever since I have told the truth, about what happened to me, and most the people who done this to me are old, and it will soon be forgotton, I shall move on......I shall forget them as if they never were, and I will always remember my daughter.....my children....
you are so welcome Do you have your chldren or do they. Iwish more people had your kind of trust. It seems as though you miss them very much. doyou miss being in the ranch or colorado city at all. I know that is a major question to be answered. remember GOD has a plan for you. He has a plan for all of us some times we just do not knowwhat that plan is.
my boys are grown and i have a relationship with them now...My daugher died......I have a sixteen year old boy who will not live long. and a daughter that is eleven......my children love me a great deal.....soon she will be with me.......as soon as she is big enough to leave him....I will not sue him......I do not like arguments........she will soon leave him like the rest......but my children are beautiful........
Dear Richard Cooke; I wonder what it would have been like to have been as loved as you........they all said you was my Priesthood head why you sabataged my life......I am sure you enjoyed it......but what would it have been like to have been loved......loved for me....Your lie was huge.....and your family loved you greatly for your lie....but I wonder what it would have been like to have been loved; ever......I am never praying for a father again....I am not needing one........two like Dick and Jack was all I could stomic.........This lawyer slammed me for your lie today; after the cops slammed me for your lie, after Lorin slammed me for your lie......So, let me know what it was like to be as loved as you............I bet if you run over to Fredonia they will give you a great hero's medal...and Colorado City; for how great your lie was portrayed.....I bet in the spirit world, you and Johnathon will get the greatest medal of honor, for destroying the most lives.........Talk to you later...........
that is really neat to hear i am really glad to hear that all still talk with each other.
here I was arrested for not haveing a letter from my counslor and not complying with the law.....In Utah I have soul custody.....and they took custody behind my back in Arizona...Then took me back into Utah and Judge Shumate again gave me soul custody....I also have a letter to go with the Arizona custody papers that say I can see my son......and I was arrested for not complying with the law....The city lawyer is slaughtering me..........I will not defend myself......If my life was not worth more than that to these cops and my dishonest brother, then what is left to say? they swore to uphold the truth and the law.......and also, I was put in that house by uncle Rulon and no one but him had a right to remove me.....and this is a pubilic message to Hyrum......Your lawyer said I could not follow a simple instruction and could not understand the Arizona custody paper..........what will you tell the Lord when you get there? I will tell you what I will say. Uncle Rulon said, "I am required to forgive all men, and the Lord will forgive who he will." I love Uncle Rulon with all my heart and will only tell you and your fancy City Lawyer this....I am required to forgive all me, and the Lord will forgive who he will.......I never sue......You are forgiven....I will not defend myself........have a good day......Ruth
Almost sounds like what your sister went through. Val claimed custody, but his documentation was illegaly done.
I was looking at the map of earth quakes around Californa and out to page and it appears that soon Utah and Arizona will soon be Ocean front property......There was a little earth quake in Page arizona too......and tornado's in flagstaff, and snow balls in phoenix....the weather is odd....maybe soon people will spend their money on building lifes instead of suing and lieing........
HEre is a video segment I dedicate to Johnathon and his great police force; although the first cop that beat me up for a man's lie is dead......Here is to you all;;;;;; Officer Bubbles.....I will call all these coward cops, that beat up women for lies of men, Officer Bubbles.......sweet, I bet you that is who trained them.......Yes sir, officer Bubbles.......
Hey I was just checking in my youngest daughter got sick and the hospital were i live admitted her, i hope she is better now. i understabd your point about how some cops dont care but in the same since a lot of them do care.
you are right; some cops do care......I just dubbed Hyrum as officer Bubbles......and Johnathon......and Lavisa.......
There are some good cops here.
Is everyone here against polygamy?
Only the abuses of Polygamy.
no not against polygamy
pretty much anti
Probably seems that way since there are so many abuses.
Its like the drug business, there is grandma smoking a joint in her backyard harmlessly, and then there is everyone else.
Ruth
Please ask Laurene to send a message to Gentile.
I do not talk to Laurene......sorry. I very seldom talk to anyone.....They came out in herds and yelled at us to go away...we never....then they sabataged my boys life; or tried.....and we made plans.........then I was shot in the head...and had another person try to shoot me, and missed.....I vidoed them...........and I go into the store once in a while, and get insulted.....but they have stopped making fun of me there.......but only one soul really ever speaks to me....I am supposed to be Willard's retard....I am not.....and all.....but if Laurene misses you, I am sure she ill contact you....post her a message...why post one to me? I am taking classes......but one day Willard will have to account for his gross lie and abuse.......Ask Laurene to contact you......post to her.....maybe she still reads this blog
I know who you are. Watch out!
Who am I Uncle Willy? Do you know where I am?
If you was talking to me Uncle Willy, I would only say this; why did every one betray me, when Shelly, Willard, and Richard abused me.......? and why did no one care about me? And as far as knowing who I am? what does that matter? speak your peace; are you threatening me too....like every one else for the lie?
Uncle Willy is a one eyed snake. If that is who you are 11/26/2010 5:28 PM. Heavenly Father, please protect Ruth and glorify her.
Please guard Laurene and protect her with love.
I am looking for my two sons who were kidnapped from me at the age of twelve and ten.....Brandon Cooke and Cody Cooke........They were put on work projects by Willard BArlow who did own Finishing touch drywall. Shelly Cooke also did own this company.....Willard Barlow did take my sons out of school, beat them very baddly and then beat them for talking about his abuse, because I called nine one one......He did beat me up too. and I have seen Cody And Brandon two times since......if you have any information as to where my sons are please let me know at ruthjcooke65_@hotmail.com.......I have found one son.......They are very wonderful sons.......I am looking for the other two.......
Willard wouldn't beat a fly Ruth, why do you continue to go on and on in your bad feelings? It's time to let them go, time to show what kind of woman you are....Forgive all men, and let the Lord decide if He can. You gain nothing by continuing in your rancor and ill will. How can you vacilate between forgiveness and hate so much?? You must take one side or the other Ruth. Either resign yourself to the hatred that consumes you, or take up your cross and follow the example of the one you say you follow and will claim you, the Lord and Savior. Forgive and forget, or continue the grudge and the ill will and see where you end up...I pray for you, and do love you...I wish the bad didn't happen to you, but it has, and nothing can change that now....It gains you nothing to continue carrying on about it now.
yes, that was all Willards lie, that you all passed around. I do not hate Willard.....I never have.....and I did not hate my father.....I did not hate Richard Cooke in what he did either, or Shelly....I am willing to let the Lord be the judge....How about you......for all men come up before the Lord....If in the hour of reserection the Lord does crown Willard, all you really will have is your judgment of me; but I know the Lord too well, to even consider that his lie will rule for-ever........Uncle WArren said that those who do bring about these law suits to destroy., will be destroyed, for the Lord does see all....I feel only to advice ever soul to walk with the lord and leave judgment to him...even judgment of me......for he is just......I have read Warren Jeffs paper.....Can Willard excape a just God? Can you? I have forgiven you for slamming me, for my oppinion and my truth......I have forgiven you all for what you did to me...for the insults, the assumption that you know my feelings.....and heart.......and One part Willards lie, is that my Father hurt me so...He never.....I always told him no.....but Willard was the one who did abuse me the most...so tell the Lord about his fies and your judgment and accusations of me......I do not want to hear how a gross filthy man has so many people who loved his lie....The Lord is the Judge...leave it to him lest it also consumes you.......I owe my daughter the testomony to the World about how Willard Barlow, Shelly Cooke and Richard Cooke abused her and no one cared, and they let these filthy men walk free, why I was persicted and hated...and the Lord has recorded it...so petition him...not me...for Willard and his flies......and in Heaven Donna herself will tell the story of the men who abused her.......for it is written.....
And I like Donna, and Margean will stand with Jesus and testify, how I was persicuted beyond reason for Willard Barlow's filthy lies.....and you all enjoyed his filth........If you hate me, tell the Lord.....If you judge me tell the Lord...If you love me tell the Lord...for I have closed my ears to your insults......There was a group of tornado's in Flagstaff...can you say that if you were standing before the Lord this day; you are perfect......and did he aouthorize you to stand in judgment of me, and persicute me, for Willard Barlow's great lie....and why then did LeeAnn run away from him, and then say he had quit beating her......yes, it is time to stop speaking...for you all loved a lie....but as I am tormented and persicuted for his lie......I only say, I have forgiven you....and wish you all the blessings the Lord has in store for you....You that judge me......and when Willard Barlow, could not beat me up, with you all looking, he used the government to harrass me for his lie.....but who ever is speaking to me, in judgment and say they love me; I have forgiven you...I do not know you, for you come in secret to attact me.......but I forgive you.....
You know being a person who forgives can give you great strength. when a person has been so abused it will take a lot to trust another personand also to forgive what has been done in the past.Ihave had pretty awful things happen to me and every now and again old memories flot back. I do get very angry but in the same time I am very glad that this part of my life is over. Let god take you step by step. See where he will lead you.
and I do not recall saying that Willard Barlow would beat a fly.....he beat me. He broke my ribs and your fancy doctor recorded it.....He beat his children; and I hear their crys.....but like Marie, and Rebecca and the other's and my father; they live like you.....I suppose you think Jack would not hurt a fly too......I bet you would say that Shelly is perfect too....I bet you would even Idalize Alvin Barlow and say he never beat his children too.....How, well I know you.....You who lie....but WArren Jeffs put out a proclomation to the government.....did you read it....and how honest men walk with the Lord; and all men are accountable...or do you claim to think What Warren Jeffs says is folly.....for there was a lot of tornado's in flagstaff; and a great sunomie wave in New Orleans...every day a person dies.......and goes to make an account....no man lives longer than two hundred years......and my son has died......now, Mother has nothing to hurt me with...Her and Richards lie.....may he rest in peace, for Willard Barlow will never torment, and tease him again.......
You know, when my father was here, and abused my older sister's, My Mother's did nothing.....when Richard Cooke was here and abused his children, My Mother's did nothing....they took my children by force from me.....but when I went out and talked to the other's Richard Cooke's abuse was not a secret.....and really Willard Barlow is not a secret too....All those that live with him know his abuse...his beatings, and deciet......but they all pretend.......Pretend he is good...I do not care any more.....His lie is his......and it is written in the heaven.....and if anything but filth would have come out of his mouth, you would have loved me......and if you would have loved me, he would have hated you....because he loved contention and lies, and persicution......and every soul on earth knows their sin; their deeds....and I...I know that When I leave this earth, I shall be crowned in the celestial Kingdom, and I really do not care who of you hate and persicute me for Willard's lie......the time is too short......Life is too short; to waste on a man's lies.......but thank you for the test....for it is written that the Lords people will be a tried people......and I have only been shot at, like Joseph Smith....I have not been shot by a mob as Joseph was.....may I be worthy....and I forgive you all for Protecting Willard Barlow, who is a filthy preditor, and persicuting me for his lie....I have forgiven you...In the reserection day; you may meet the souls you helped him destroy; with your insults and accusations...but until you meet Jesus face to face......I believe that Uncle Rulon taught us to leave Judgement to the Lord...for it is his; and none can read the heart and mind, but Jesus; and since almost every soul there hanging around Willard Barlow and the filth that comes out of his mouth, never did anything with me, or cared...judge not what you know not, lest Judgment falls upon you, and the blood of the saints does cry to God, for vengance upon you.....and what you did to me, I have forgiven you.....and your children...the one's who persicute with out a cause.......but please do not tell me you love me, when that was not true......You loved Willard and his lie......beyond a doubt.....
and I will never have the pain of seeing two woman who beat their own children and critazised them, and looked the other way when the grossest men assulted thier daughter's and thought they had a right to steal my children; for preditor's when every one knew it; and thought they had a right to judge me....for Marie, I wrote to Uncle Warren and confessed to all my family's sins....You know yours...I never drank in my life...I did not go to bars....I did not kiss men......I did not stick my legs out of my car, for trucker's to look at.....You was my best friend.....I have never had an affair...I never turned myself in to get married....I did not want married...and I will never let you force me to submit to a filthy man again....You claim God did to me, what was done.....You are not God.....and you betrayed me.....I have not forgotton; and you have not......yes, it was easy for Willard to destroy my life...for you all loved his filthy lies......his lies was your God...And Willard, Brad in Cedar City knows your lie..so does LeeAnn.....I read your letter offering her to him......and the drugs he sells using herbs as a cover.......yes, they Idalized Willard Barlow's lie.....beyond a doubt.....but who can keep a secret from the Lord...who can stop their memory?????judge me not, lest the blood of Donna Marie stain your hands like it does Willard Barlow.........
Ruth, you are a chrysalis, a person of beauty about to be reborn. Once one of your sisters
believed she was a chrysalis, but she failed. You will not fail.
I do not believe that she has failed....Here again is a judgment.....Willard Barlow has recieved a promise from Warren Jeffs, that he will be destroyed in the flesh.....When Val was oppressing me the worst, and screaming at me; he fell over dead.....and when Hyrum Roundy attacted me for Willard Barlow's lie, there was eight tornado's in Flagstaff......Here again is the lie, that I am a chrysalis, and be reborn........I am a perfect, beautiful spirit woman of light....I always have been and will be long after the New Jerusalum has been rebuilt.......I was reborn at eight years old......
and all Laurene really wanted was some one to care....The Lord cares....Her story was a fantasy, to pretend some one loved her.....They do love her, and always have....She just should not have expected it to be people in my family; Marie and company loves hurting other's......that is her fantasy.....but in the end the Lord is the Judge..Not Marie......but I love them both....maybe one day they will not need a fantasy; and will live in kindness and leave judgement to the Lord.....Laurene was always a beautiful person...She just let people who hated her and persicuted her affect her.....that is all......and really if it had not been her, it would have been some one else.....for Richard Cooke, Jack Cooke, Willard Barlow, Shelly Cooke, they were the ones who betrayed the Prophet.....Val's best friend in cane beds tried to kill his wife, right after Val died......He was a drug distributor......I heard he will never get out of jail....I learned more about people using drugs in Colorado City, from Willard Barlow and Val Jessop than anyother time in my life.....but I am not really afraid......Val went to Payette Idaho to pay his dues....I wonder what lie he tried to tell the Lord........and Richard Cooke went to Ashole Idoho....Yes, the Lord has a sense of humor......Willard Barlow, will likly end up in a place called, dregs payable.....for his lie.....enjoy; for who can lie to the Lord? and our hour is here.....
and frankly, Laurene confessed on national telivision to what Jack did....she was writing a book to glorify him....He is and was a filthy predator.......that is truth....She did not fail......and Val confessed on national telivision to having imoral problems.....so, I do not have to have a fantisy world, or become a chrysalis.......I am a woman no one cared about....from the day I was born to now....but I heard that my Father confessed to abusing my Mother too....He treated her as if she did not exist...Yes, I know...I became the Mother of the family at eight years old....taking care of my Mother and Father...I have retried from the job....She too will have to account to the Lord....just like the rest of us.....and maybe her Ice Cube heart will melt a little; and Willard Barlow will have to account for his abuse.......but me, I am a perfect, spirit, woman of light........My mission on earth is to promote peace, love and kindness.....I will have that chance for perfect success after the retrun of the city of Enoch....But thank you for your kindness.....for in order to have perfect love and peace, I have to be with people willing to have it too.......soon I will have that chance.....and no one will oppress me.......
Donna Marie Cooke could not speak. I can.....Willard Barlow, will not excape the justace for what he did to her....all men die....and with him he will take his lie, and the record of his abuse.....hate me or love me...it really does not matter, for everything is recorded in the Lords book.....and can he lie to the Lord?....It was easy for him to lie to you and them and they; for his lie was Idalized...but to the Lord it will be recorded as a perfect record, and what he did will not be hidden...so love his lie if you must to flatter yourself; until you have to make an account for protecting filthy preditor's......
and in loving memory of my beautiful son, that I loved with all my heart.....son, you were the one I asked the Lord for; and you came....and I am comforted that you will never suffer again........I know you went back to heaven as perfect and pure as the day you came.....Nathan Tyler Cooke passed away......In heaven we will be together, with out fear of being oppressed because I love you and you love me.....Warren Jeffs gave me a special blessing for the love and care I gave my daughter.......You loved her, and me, and was faithful to the end....My beautiful, pefect son.....I would say goodby, but we will never be parted....You just walked sooner into the next life than me......I will be looking forward to being with you again....my perfect, beautiful son I love with all my heart.....
maybe Mother, Lorin and Willard did not get the message....they did make a funeral paper on Nathan saying he was Willard and my son....this is a public notice that I have no connetion or affiliation to Willard Marion Barlow...His debts are his....He is a liar and a thief...I am humiliated that I know him.....He kidnapped my children for me, and cheated a lot of people.....anything he does has nothing to do with me....I know my family has to have a liar and a thief to put on a pedistle...My Mother especially......so they did hurt me more than words can say..but Mother you only have about twenty years left to insult me; before you go to heaven to make an account....but I am not trying to dig up the hurt, the lies and the past....you all know your lie....HERE IS A PUBLIC NOTICE.....I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH WILLARD MARION BARLOW....I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS DEBTS OR HIS SINS.......THAT PAPER WAS A GREAT HUMILIATION...JUST LIKE HIM AND HIS LIES..........MOTHER, YOU WILL NEVER HURT ME AGAIN...THE LORD TOOK WHAT YOU STOLE FROM ME, THROUGH FORCE AND CORRUPT ME......AND IT IS RECORDED......IF YOU HAD LOVED ME, YOU WOULD HAVE STOOD FOR TRUTH...NOT THE LIES OF THESE FILTHY MEN......AND ONE DAY I WILL BE A HUMAN TO YOU..AND YOU WILL HEAR ME, INSTEAD OF ALWAYS PROTECTING ABUSE.....
A message to Laurene from a old friend:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7va-m5BUgcw&feature=related
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